And this one is inevitable

Finally, in an ER compartment, there he lay dead.

The overwhelming sense of relief that his cruelty could no longer touch me.

Relief, not celebration.

Your comment is so true - relief, not celebration for the passing of someone who has caused harm.

Just sorry that was the case for you with a family member. Hugs.

I was angry. She should have paid for the harm she had done. Plenty of people were aware of her rotten behaviors, but no one ever did anything.

sometimes it feels like they get off easy, dying instead of paying for what they've done.

She is my worst enemy.

Her funeral was not well attended. My husband and I were there. My 91 year old uncle and his wife were there, along with the granddaughter who was their driver. My surviving brother did not attend. None of the grandchildren attended. A handful of people from her church attended. They tried to say good things. They should have saved their breath.

Today I received a letter from the lady we had appointed her guardian. (My mother had dementia and lived more than four hours away from us). Her estate has been settled and we can expect a check. It is ironic. I had expected nothing. There will be some money, but not enough to make me or anyone else rich. It is best for me to move on. It is unhealthy if I don't.

SOON!

"the hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people,"
Chaplin's The Great Dictator

Too bad it took a frustrating turn.

log onto Democratic Underground and find confetti falling from the top of the screen to the bottom, overlaying the headline: He's Dead. I shared this fantasy with my hubby. Now, every morning, after he prepares his first cup of coffee, he's comes out to my computer and asks me, "Is there confetti yet?"

It's a effing great imagining! TY!

I usually sleep between breakfast and lunch, or skip breakfast entirely.

I live in NYC. I dream I'm woken up mid-morning, say, 10-ish AM; by the cheers, and vehicular horn honking! Maybe (I'm in an ALP) even hearing my right near me- neighbors (who happen to be Black women) coming out of their apts to share the news!

It'd be glorious !!! 😄🎉🎉🎉

May you two be together when the big news comes accompanied by a video to watch over and over an over!💗💗🙏🏼

Hope you're well rested today

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I have a feeling about something happening to him in March. But I hope he is not ended the way of Caesar. He should have a terminal illness for a while and have an impaired speaking ability. Karma for all the people with disabilities he mocked.

my end for Donald Trump--he experiences a stroke which leaves him speechless, confined to a wheelchair for 30 years before he is finally released by death.

Good luck with your anchovy!

But you know that. Enjoy your psycho hobby, dear.

Don't push your luck on your first day here.

when they blow it all on the first day.

A troll 👿

in the last one, I picked up the agent menacing me and carried him downstairs and across a patio before heaving him into a swimming pool.

then i woke up and called my son because it was a nightmare and I never want to keep my dreams to myself.

I still have the same old anxiety dreams of waiting tables or working in retail. Very stressful.

I was watching the Olympics and switched over to ms now and no reporting of this and I was soooooo disappointed!

There were firecrackers all over the place last night.
Or was it sleet and thunder?

but you’re right probably celebrating Chinese New year.

I'll be playing our music loud... dancing on the front porch... setting off our car alarms and putting our home alarm's siren in test mode! Whoop-whoop!

Honestly, I feel like that game is the most apt metaphor for what we're going through right now at this point. The dark one has control. Hell, Trump has turned the White House - once a beacon of freedom - into his own nightmare palace. And he is molding literally everything to bend to his fascist will.

When he finally goes there will be a celebration like no other!

So many nights the trauma related stress of what is taking place in our country (and the world) plays out in nightmares.
I should add that one day your dream will come true!

That a potentially good dream went sideways for you. 🙀 Maybe the next dump dies dream will turn out okay. Or he dies for real.

I need to be in a world where he doesn’t exist… even if it is a dreamworld for now.

Oh well.

NGU

May it come true soon…