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Update I"m FREE, I'm FREE Good night everyone and have a great day tomorrow..I finally got a call from my mother.
Last edited Mon Sep 23, 2024, 08:46 PM - Edit history (3)
yesterday. Call started with "you didn't call about Rich" I asked about the cards ,gifts, or calls from them. Gaslighting started that I said I didn;t want calls. Never said that. Rich sent my sister a balloon basket with a teddy and chocolates. It was my fault that Rich had to pick up my sister in Westmoreland and back to Pittsburgh. Twice a day. It was my fault I was partially blind, It was my fault that my dad loved me better then her. (Even though he aimed a shotgun at my head and told me he would blow my brains out. But debbie he didn't pull the trigger. It was my fault that my grandmother every Saturday would wash me inside and out. she was peculiar.I t was my fault that my brother called me a Pimple Faced Whore and constantly beat me. He was on drugs, no he was drunk, no he was antisocial. It was my fault my sister locked Rich outside my apartment as she hit me over the head with a black MaBell dial phone and tried to strangle me while my mother watched.during a tutoring session. And after getting out of the hospital I still tutored her. I left her to go to college when I knew she needed help. I was and still am unlovable. to them And then she hung up. And then I realized they are mentally ill. always were and were too proud to get it. My mother. words of wisdom were I shit you out , you didn;t shit me out. when I asked for an apology. asked for help for college or my wedding. Posters if you have a mother that loved you , really loved you. be proud and happy. Love her and her kind words of wisdom. This is not to take the OP down in any way. I have learned that the strenght was in me all the time. I needed that call for the kick in the pants to get over blaming myself or thinking what I did was wrong. I love Rich , and my son. It took me awhile to get through the raging but I am free, I am loved and I am strong. Bless you all
I am free. Debbie.
PS after the her rage, she hung up on me.
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I didn't reach out to loved ones today after Saturday. Between not even getting a text saying a relative won't make my bday and the amount of abuse I got Sat when I shared my hurt worth my sister, and it was bad, I'm too done. Gotta stop chasing love and support from relatives.
Fuck them all. Hoping you and Rich move forward in peace. I would say my cousin is not mentally ill. My half sister. Is a psycho. Its a bit freeing.
