To peacefully pass away.

I don't know you, but I know you'll be missed.

That things will not get better for me, and I will not be missed.

🥀

try to keep things as normal and enjoyable as possible. I'm just too old for this shit.

...or at least get it structured and plotted well enough that all it needs is a good edit or two.

Yeah, maybe a few other things.

Resolved, enuf money to leave my partner the strength to dump relatives treating me like shit and not care anymore.

…of the upcoming 4 yr shit show.

Right now, more like a pony keg.

Hope everyone has a great time tonight on what has been called armature night.

Drive safe. Watch out for republicans.

I can dream, can't I?

and getting meds. Geeeebz!

Besides the srmi-existential threats...

Do more hands on drawing (vs digital, which I do love), some painting, and more Crafting!!! 🖋🎨 💎 🧶
(just semi-precious stones & water pearls)
🤞🤞🤞👍

Wake up on Jan 1, 2026.

Koz

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I was so devastated after the election - didn't think I could feel much worse but then a few weeks later, my beloved Dad passed away. I am putting on a good front for my friends & family so they don't worry about me, but I am not yet okay. Soon, I hope.

thank you

I aim low.

I’m a 5’10 male and I currently weigh 226 pounds. Most of it resides in my big gut which is very unhealthy.

My life is horribly lonely.

There isn't much to do where I live but go to bars/pubs or the local Indian casinos.

I need to get the house is order. Things are a mess around here.

Lots of work to be done!

I just bought "Peoples' History Of The United States."
I plan to read it, and more including my current bookshelves books and not spend so much time online.

There are so many deer that they are starving or eating plants that deer normally won't eat. I've seen as many as 10-15 deer wandering through the neighborhood at a time. Hundreds of them in the area, if not thousands. They have no natural predators.

so hunt. I didn't like but I saw their point. We had the problem with them going onto the major roads. jumping into cars, not moving once they were in the road.

my goal is to learn to make a perfect pie crust. Last year I learned to make perfect buttermilk biscuits I guess you would say cooking is my therapy

soup to warm me up!

2024 was a horrible year for us. We lost a beloved family member to cancer, she was 57. I lost my best friend from college.

My husband has been put through so much nonsense at work.

Then the orange leech gets elected.

2025 has to be better.

nonsense at work, while he perhaps looks for another job. I went through that and it's hard not to bring it home. And our country, peace for all of the shit that is going to go on. Peace to you with dealing with it all

“Get in good trouble, necessary trouble, and redeem the soul of America.” John Lewis made this statement on the Edmund Pettus Bridge in Selma, Alabama on March 1, 2020 commemorating the tragic events of Bloody Sunday. Bloody Sunday occurred on March 7, 1965 as peaceful protesters were beaten by law enforcement officers for crossing the bridge. Lewis and others like Amelia Boynton Robinson were beaten so badly they were hospitalized

just making it to another New Year is a major accomplishment.

Yeah, I am a dreamer. Because that is never going to happen to people like us. We are too poor and too unimportant to society at large.

I also plan to go back to school in the fall this year.