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debm55

(36,163 posts)
Sat Nov 12, 2022, 02:52 PM Nov 2022

Ifeel bad I didn't come sooner back to this site. I reread my posts and oh there were some much more

I could have posted. The odd thing is that reading it back that night, I felf embarassed. Maybe that's not the word to use but I cried. And yes I did want to die. My husband took me to the hospital and I kept saying mommy kiss me. they put me on Sedate and I came home. Next morning I found myself with a sheet wrapped around my neck. Didn;t tell husband, but told psychologist. I have been working on my polymer clay jewelry. I haven't posted on the Lounge, because my posts are stupid. Keep me in your thoughts.

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Ifeel bad I didn't come sooner back to this site. I reread my posts and oh there were some much more (Original Post) debm55 Nov 2022 OP
Sending healing energy your way Dr. Shepper Nov 2022 #1
Thank you, Dr. Shepper debm55 Nov 2022 #2
Every month, I reevaluate the coming weeks. Tetrachloride Nov 2022 #3
Thank you for your words of advice, Tet debm55 Nov 2022 #5
Thinking of you... Take care... Karadeniz Nov 2022 #4
Thank you. Karadeniz debm55 Nov 2022 #6
Just sending a hug. hamsterjill Nov 2022 #7
Thank you Jill. I' m feeling better today. Made some jewelry this morning. Got a good night sleep debm55 Nov 2022 #8
No one's posts are 'stupid' OldBaldy1701E Nov 2022 #9
I reflexively ignore the "way more brains" crowd, including my wife and family at times. hunter Nov 2022 #10
How are you doing debm55? irisblue Nov 2022 #11

debm55

(36,163 posts)
8. Thank you Jill. I' m feeling better today. Made some jewelry this morning. Got a good night sleep
Sun Nov 13, 2022, 01:52 PM
Nov 2022

without nightmares.

OldBaldy1701E

(6,362 posts)
9. No one's posts are 'stupid'
Mon Nov 14, 2022, 07:41 AM
Nov 2022

Excepting for a few who want to impress that they have way more brains than the rest of us. Which is always entertaining. You can express yourself when you feel you should. That goes a long way towards helping one figure out things.

hunter

(38,938 posts)
10. I reflexively ignore the "way more brains" crowd, including my wife and family at times.
Wed Nov 16, 2022, 05:58 PM
Nov 2022

Can't claim that ever turns out well.

Every doctor and other medical professional I've ever suffered has probably considered me a difficult, non-compliant, patient.

Mr. AMA, Against Medical Advice.

My last doctor's appointment was like Oh, look what the cat dragged in.

Refill his prescriptions and send him on his way.

I'm not proud of that.

At the very least I know that about myself.

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