Mental Health Support
Related: About this forumtomorrow: my first ECT treatment
(ECT: electro-convulsive therapy)
My current dance with extreme depression started in November, when our lease wasn't renewed and we had two months to get out - and to come up with apx $10k moving expenses. Thanks to my sister's pleading (and appealing to the landlord's common sense), we got a year's extension. But the depression brought on by that instant stress and anxiety has lingered - in fact it's grown worse. Far worse. I haven't been this depressed since my first mental health crisis put me in the hospital almost 37 years ago.
I had been begging my psychiatrist, in every appointment since November, to change my meds to something stronger. She put me off month after month, seeming to me to be overly cautious. But at my last appointment she reminded me that we've discussed ECT, which has a good track record with depression that's resistant to other treatments.
Tomorrow is my first treatment, and I'm very nervous. Almost scared.
If you've had ECT, please tell me from your experience what I can expect. Thank you.
femmedem
(8,445 posts)He had become catatonic. For a year, he just wasn't there. Now he's back. Working. Joking. Being creative. I never thought he'd really be part of the world again, but he is, with no side effects.
XanaDUer2
(14,125 posts)Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)I'm very happy for your friend.
XanaDUer2
(14,125 posts)Ironically, our lease not being renewed is a major source of my stress. Every year I worry.
Good luck. Of course you're scared.
I'll be thinking of you.
Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)I have felt nervous about losing our lease. It finally bit.
Thank you, XanaDUer2.
Dale in Laurel MD
(754 posts)I have witnessed it, while I was working in a psychiatric hospital a number of years ago, where it was used occasionally for cases that didn't respond to medication.
From what I've seen, you can expect to sleep through it, and to wake up with no particular ill effects. In that respect, like my experience of colonoscopies.
Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)but what makes me most nervous is the specter of memory loss.
Ilsa
(62,251 posts)Sometimes I wish I could backup my "hard drive."
cate94
(2,890 posts)He needed more than one treatment, but ultimately it did work. I wish you luck.
Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)Thank you for your good wishes.
NoRethugFriends
(3,010 posts)the ECT was the only thing that made him comfortable in his own skin.
Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)I'm glad for your dad.
niyad
(120,272 posts)Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)I do rely on my DU family.
applegrove
(123,295 posts)Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)debm55
(36,867 posts)remember our names, how to cook, etc. After a week or so she started to get her memory back. I feel for you and I hope all goes well. Things have changed since then. I will keep you in my prayers, sweet lady. Love, Debbie
Not Heidi
(1,460 posts):hugs: back atcha
OldBaldy1701E
(6,409 posts)Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)XanaDUer2
(14,125 posts)I've had a headache all day, but I expected that. I forgot almost everything about the morning, but most of it has come back.
Thanks for asking!
BlackSkimmer
(51,308 posts)Hope it all went well.
Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)Head still hurts; neck, too, now. My second treatment is tomorrow morning. 🤞
Thanks for asking.
TexasBushwhacker
(20,687 posts)I'm so tired of just treading water.
Not Heidi
(1,460 posts)I feel for you.
TexasBushwhacker
(20,687 posts)Granted, I had hardly eaten or drank much for a few weeks, so I'm sure my labs were a mess and my EKG had one little blip on it they didn't like. That was 4 years ago and I'm still on a pharmacopeia of drugs that keep me functional enough to work, but not much else.
Good luck to you!