What I am thankful for.
Sometimes I find I get lost in the darkness and forget that I still have many things for which to be thankful. I sat quietly this morning and listened to my heart, and really found the things I am thankful for. I hope you don't mind posting them, and feel free to post your own. I think it is important for anyone dealing with mental illness to try to find something - anything - that can provide an anchor in the darkest hours. These are mine. I wish everyone peace during this day of thanksgiving.
The quiet time in the morning before anyone else I awake.
Max, Stitch
Jamie, who is there no matter what
The healthy McKenzie who is smart, kind and caring
Gaelen, who is smart, creative and forgiving
AJ, who is my baby funny and smart
Mom and Dad who try to do their best even when they dont understand
Employment and health care at least we have them
Tae Kwon Do all the people in the 6am class
Tom S. for taking me under his wing and helping me adjust to faculty
Ben C. for listening and being a friend, even long distance
Psychiatric drugs
Sunny days and gardening
The Vampire Diaries the only thing my daughter and I can do together, peacefully, these days
My trip to Prague this year by myself
Motorcycles
That AJ still wants to fall asleep in my arms at night this will change soon enough