A good safety net is really important, I'm glad you have that.

If we can help, let us know. Keep on truckin'!

i hope it keeps up

i hate trying to sort out what is which med that is causing what thing. i recently had a med that was causing an intense itching. felt like i was covered with bugs.
take care friend.

I've got other chronic health problems and this complicates things.

I wrote a lot more here, but then I deleted it. Not ready to talk yet.

Let's just say I was a noncompliant patient but I'm compliant now.

did a great job. i mean, a thank you jesus i am healed job. i was so happy. then i was too happy. then i started getting paranoid. then i went full tilt roller coaster.
this actually opened up a fissure in a relationship that never closed. they thought i had gone over the edge, and was refusing to check myself. to this day, this is the picture they have of me.

hard to be someone one day and someone else the next. wobbly brains. yeah.

The ability to judge my own mental state is always the first thing to fly out the window.

From my perspective it's the world changing around me, getting darker and more dangerous. There's no "little voice" that tells me it's the chemistry changing inside my head.

I can write about this over and over again, and I've done so here, but it sneaks up on me every damned time.

---sigh---