Very difficult time of year the so called theorpists go away and leave people worse off .

Sorry to hear that if so.

I wish there was a glimmer of hope but reality doesn't show any .

thanksgiving blew. well, not completely. but last year there were 6 of us, this year will be just me, and one of the kids.
i may go to the big family get together. havent been in several years. several folks i dont really want to see. but find myself really lonely for family.
i'll prolly be sorry.

Happy holidays!

We have to do the 2 seperate holidays and make believe everything is super fucking duper for 2 sets of people who are doing the same bullshit but the countdown to new years is approaching .

We can do this!!!!!!!

My doctor wants to re-test me for strep throat tomorrow. I have chills, and a sore throat...I sound like Marge from the Simpsons when I talk and my ears gave me a warning today that they could get infected. I'm starting to cough, and I can't stop spitting because my saliva keeps building up for no reason.

Mentally though, I'm okay.