The Sufferer

Suffering. Torturing. Wretching. Crying.
No More! I can't take it...ENOUGH with the lying!!
My mind is exploding, raging, engaging...
In a never ending saga that left me aging.
All alone, and old. With no one to hold me.
I wanted you to caress me. I wanted you to unfold me.
Open your damn eyes, and maybe THEN you will see -
I gave you my EVERYTHING - How could you do this to me!?
Such a complete waste of time, my attempts to heal.
Because the "love" you had for me, was NEVER REAL.