I have no patience, everything and everyone annoy me,
and most folks I have contact with feel the same way:
the phone won't stop ringing,
and it seems there is a three-ringed crisis circus going on in my life.
I've had a low-grade headache for days...
and I know, know my blood pressure is off the charts.

I tell myself it's NOT me.. but the effect is horrendous.
Trying to detach.. trying....

And this is going to continue...?
Good grief on a stick..
I feel like running away, but its probably no better elswhere.

who else could it be

when these planets are experienced as irritating, it means (PROBABLY) that you
need to blow off some steam

imho

good luck

disowning it makes it much worse; that's how it got so big to begin with.
everyone I know is experiencing similar vibes which will grow until Wed.

Uranus: What do you need to be free of?
Pluto: Where do you need to take a stand and show courage?

Those are the questions for all of us.

Just checked my natal chart and transits:

transiting Mars is exact square my natal Pluto,
and they are dukin' it out...

I might need some tranquilizers to get thru this,
and the Uranus bumper cars comin' on Wednesday....

Or else some fine Irish whiskey.

when Mars is 1 degree from squaring Pluto

of the lies I tell myself in order to manage. It would not be possible without the increasing will of God as being present/available.

Very pissed about the wars and rumors of wars. They're starting early. The Earth should not be made to suffer the trauma of another mass murder such as this. The death cults are busy and must be stopped lest they poison the Shift (as they so plan).

My sense of what's on the horizon is people are waking up to the manipulation behind the scenes that is the catalyst for all this warring, and they are not "falling for it" now. As a result, they will begin looking behind the curtain (think OZ) to see who/what is doing the manipulating. The tipping point has passed. Ain't no "undoing" it.
(Neptune/Pluto/Uranus/Mars)

We are seeing long-standing institutions being taken down (Pluto in Capricorn) BY US! Catholic Church crises, banking meltdown, Sandusky & Penn State, and now this:
http://www.democraticunderground.com/1014233483


You've already got your ticket, now just break out the

I notice how I feel these transit-y things a few days before they begin, but around 2:30 p.m., I distinctly remember feeling( a stop and take notice whooaaa!)... almost like someone was sending me a telepathic message, "Everything you want is coming soon." "Expect miracles, it's happening now." Later on I enjoyed the light rain on the porch. Really noticed the trees of green. I think I have felt disconnected from nature for what seems like the longest time. I'm sure this translates to being disconnected from myself, hopefully temporarily.

Thinking deeply. Feeling deeply. The planets keep screaming at us, “No more fooling around! Live your life, not someone else’s!”

Love it, Maestro Stanself!

almost like clockwork.

1. I have had a recurring interest over decades in preserving the "asil" early American arabian horses, and have been following and in contact with a couple preservationist forums and groups. Last week, I "heard" distinct directions to look at my own horse first, so I started studying her bloodlines. Turns out her "tail female line" (ie, her mitochondrial dna) comes straight from the #1 arabian in the international registry. A rare, earliest arabian in the US who was imported in 1893 straight from the Bedouins to represent "Arabia" in the Worlds Fair.

2. As I posted in the other thread, a lifelong issue that reared its ugly head in the form of harassment by a janitor at work has unexpectedly been released. For the *first* time in my life, the perpetrator against me has been the one to be punished and is leaving the scene for good. I no longer feel nausea when I go to work. He actually came up to me in the lab 2 days ago to announce he's leaving and I felt relief for myself and for him, that he will get a fresh start somewhere else and (hopefully) has learned his lesson.

My arab's mom was registered. She was a great, sure-footed, sweet, kind and willing horse (sadly no longer with us ) and so is her daughter

Dam's pedigree 4 back:

RAS Mansour /RAS Bint Samiha /RAS Sheikh El Arab/ Ras Hind/ PASB Amurath Sahib/ PASB Angara/ PASB Ofir/ PASB Krucica//// PASB Witraz/ PASB Balalajka/ GSB Dargel/ GSB Silwa/ 8955 Serafix/ 10694 Nataffa/ 11239 Aahdin/ 18464 Flaxie-RAD

Edit to add: Aswan is a relation, too

I know very little about pedigree, but my daughter says she has awesome bloodlines.

This mare was bred for color and performance, so she has an impressive bloodline from her sire, but not fully Arab. (Can't find that pedigree now ) Her dam didn't throw color ( as in paint or pinto ) - the mare is Bay - and we found them in a pasture, mom nearly starving and the foal two months old. I bought them for $1500 and rode home with the foal - who was completely freaked - in the trailer.

Today she is getting old herself, but she is still afraid of trailers. She is still awesome. Not sure if she is descended from early American horses or not, but your post was interesting to me.

Glad things are getting better for you. I'm still struggling but working things out.

including several crosses to Raffles. And some Davenport lines, including 9 crosses to the famous war mare Wadduda. Wadduda starred in Buffalo Bill Cody's wild west show. She was so famous that she is still talked about 100 years later by her home tribe, for 2 famous war feats. In one, she covered over 100 miles in about 11 hours -- comparable to today's Tevis Cup winners, but did so across the desert. Her other feat was to gallop for 80 miles carrying her rider -- with a bullet wound to her pastern. Dahli also has numerous crosses to Babson (straight Egyptian imports), and one Polish line to the famous Witez II.

Her sire has some crabbet, some Kellogg, and I've found another Nejdme cross, 2 crosses to a famous SE, Hallany Mistanny, and 2 crosses to the famous Polish import Bask. Some of the other lines look squirrelly -- I'm looking at the free site, allbreedspedigree, though, so I suspect some errors. I found one mistake on the dam side -- a "partbred arab" born in 1979 who was dam to a purebred arab born in 1929. So at some point, I will need to pay to see the official registry database and get the correct info.

that are your own horse's ancestors.

I guess my daughter's mare was more Egyptian/Russian lines. She was Strawberry Roan and just as gentle as a kitten.

Her daughter ( my horse ) has attitude and is far bossier than her mom, but she is like one of my kids to me and my old 1/2 arab/ 1/2 quarter horse (no papers) mare is like a sister.

I wish i had the money to breed the younger mare. She is something else. The weather is cool tonight here - in the forties on the mountain, and perfect time to ride - fewer bugs and no heavy sweating. Arabs are the best on the trail to me, as evidenced by your stories of endurance.

My mare's sire was "part-bred" but the papers (which I cannot find) make him nearly 99% Arab. There was some color bred in there, but all of the lines have western pleasure champs as his ancestors, and he was a western pleaure champ. I can believe it, because she is fast on her feet and smart - needed about 1/2 hour to figure out the bit ( I started with a rubber snaffle.)

The Crabbet line has produced some awesome horses. I know you love your baby no matter what, but Arabs have such well-documented pedigrees, it's like owning a little bit of history, a little mystique from far away, as it were.

I was wondering what was going on, why the sudden DRAMA everywhere.

is internal, and is tired of not getting expressed, during times like these, it FORCES it's way to the surface.
Play that drama well!
I'm trying too!

I was feeling hopeful yesterday, but a pile of bricks is making itself front and center, and I am trying to sort out some things, including a new drama from the daughter. Job rejection today, time running out on needing a better car(inspection issues). So sure, I feel oppressed in my circumstances, and I'm sure she does too. I am trying to emit freedom vibes, but it is difficult at least at this hour. Crap. It's a roller coaster drama ride. Need some good news fast. Need to create my own good news, I suppose. I've been able to do it in the past. I should make up my mind to summon the best of my best!.

I have had an unrelenting desire to sing, "Some enchanted evening" around the house, while not alone! HAHAHAHA!

Nothing makes me feel better faster than putting my earbuds in, picking a favorite playlist and belting out a tune, or ten (hehe) at the tops of my lungs, much to the dismay of my family and probably my neighbors too... So sing it sista!!

Yeah-Buddy, I HEAAAAAR YA!

and 'feel the tension all week!' SURE DO!!!
Poor rmoney + Ann!!!

Getting VERY excited about this! Beginning of the end! Bitter w/sweet, but good ending.
Whew! Hold on!

there may be no "Big One", there may be. It's the whole process, that's the big one.

couldn't have happened to a nicer political party.

probably both. Praying like mad on it, not knowing if some limited warfare (China/Japan; Everyone/Iran etc.) is actually required to tip the population into saying NO! with enough strength to end it, or if it would be victory for the death cults attempting to sour the shift. Possibility of a huge earthquake probably in a population center as well.

Now I say =possibility=. Not inevitability. Things are in flux. Things can be changed. But what to change...!

sending light, and lots of it, to the earth, the middle east, and our president and his family and anywhere/anyone else we can think of.

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right now to defend their oil rights. Vultures circling to steal the last free member of the top 5 oil reserves in the world. Iraq being the last. This is about the military industrial complex which no politician will fight, about energy interests which no politician will fight, about a world based upon greed, domination and destruction, seeing hopefully in this coming unrest that it is unsustainable and must be ended as it is ending us. The will of the people of the world are what makes Change in this regard. And definitely send light against the forces of destruction as they exist on Earth in general...

Edit: He does matter here. He's sent some 4 or so US aircraft carriers into the straight, from what I've heard.

what's inside of us, is showing up "outside"

Hopefully as stated, that we may see it and Reject it.

shit mountain this month. Very very stressful -- my mother has had increasingly poor health-- still very stubborn about smoking (which has been bothering me more and more) and my nephew did his best to be a huge headache every stupid day he was here--finally sent him back and he is continuing his teenage anger games. Spouse has trouble sleeping so tosses and turns which .... wakes me up. Work has allowed me a break 1 in 3 work days. We are seeing more mentally disturbed patients on the floor --one lady has been there a month as no nursing home wants to take her. I just want some peace, quiet and clean air and no worries about Mom.

First, I was offered a promotion with a two-grade increase; and second, my boyfriend and I started talking in earnest about him moving here to live with me.
I said I was interested in the job.
But I have to go through an application process anyway.
It's a government job.
I've only had this new job for a month. I didn't expect to be asked to move up already.
As for the boyfriend talks, I have a feeling this could be a deal breaker for both of us if we can't get on the same wavelength.
And right now, we aren't.
I'm also worried about the 29th, as Susan Miller's site indicated I could be experiencing a financial reversal. Right now that would devaste me, as I'm existing on a tightrope.