Things just seem different. I hear about horrible things happening & chaos abounds, but I feel very peaceful & light! A knowing that all is OK & as it should be. There is a sense of protection I have that hasn't been there before, as if I'm safe & untouchable by evil forces. My very dark mood has lifted (no, no drugs involved LOL) & "I can see clearly now"...I have energy & hope again. I feel very hopeful! It's nice.

and protected and calm- but I thought it was the theanine! Maybe it came to me at this time as it was meant to be there to help me experience these feelings.

And I do have strong feeling that EVERYTHING is happening for a reason and that I just need to patiently watch for it be revealed.

I have the feeling that I am "once removed" from all the crazy. Like a detached observer. Worry is not in my life at all, which is a BIG change. I have been working w/angels , or at least I'm asking their assistance & things are getting much better! I give them credit for this new peacefulness on some level.

Just like we've heard for years...what/who you need appears just when you need it/them!
Congrats, kindred spirit!

IT!

purged all my tears. For the past week, I have been a in a weep fest or wanted to be. There has to be a place for the light to streak in...but...all the multitudes of feelings I've had!

There's been all this talk about the heart coming through, and to pay attention to our feelings...

and then..coming out our skin...

"Oh, you don't know the shape I'm in!"

Wonder if everything I'm going through has to do with a kind of ready-ing?

what it is Kimmers. Don't worry, it will pass. But try this...before you go to bed tonight and when you wake up in the morning, DECIDE that you have cleared whatever it was you needed to clear, and you are done with it. I had something like this happen a couple weeks ago and I tried this and it worked! When I asked why it worked, I heard it was because the higher energy needed to shift out of the lower energy is HERE, all around us, just waiting for us to use it! The thing is, we don't know to use it, because we don't know it's there, that is until we stumble on it by "accident" like I did. So try it and see..and I can tell you this, from my own experience, the deeper the dip, the higher the peak when you come out of it. I am always completely blissed out way open, and so clear after coming out of the "dip" of the wave, so hang in there, you'll be back on top surfing your butt off before you know it!

I hear ya!...In the past I always had the wherewithall to really deal with it that way...butbutbut itdoesn;t matter now, because I'm baaaackk!..Dang, the purge has happened and I can complete sentences and make sense and smile and dance and laugh and sing and all of dat stuff, cuz its gonna be okay! Thanks Finderskeep! Yer the best

I went thru over 3.5 yrs of gloom. The last 1.5 were more of a stupor. For me, it was also the deciding that I was not going to allow all this negativity to be in my life anymore. I asked the angels for assistance, & I believe they came to my rescue. I do a lot of self-talk, both internal & external (ha ha), when I notice a negative feeling, thought or statement coming up & refuse to let it into my life. Some may say, I'm just in denial, but I see that we have been so conditioned in our society to think & be negative to fit into the false "reality" that the PTB have created. It helps me to think of my negativity as fueling the continuation of this false front that is holding our entire planet hostage. So, cry, cry, & cry some more & get that negativity OUT! Then set up your force field that won't allow it back in--by deciding not to allow it. Consider it your protective layer.

for the drive in to my new job. My last (and most memorable) dream had oodles of fairies in it. Here's the paragraph from my journal:

Love this:

Your only job is to understand yourself and live life fully in alignment with your passions that bring you joy.

Last Thursday, I was looking through the local weekly and saw that my prior job was being advertised. I had tried calling the HR rep a couple times over the summer and had sent my resume to the Boston hq, with no luck. I tried calling again on Friday and she was in. We had a short, positive conversation. I sent my updated resume over the weekend.

Monday I "crashed." I stopped trying to do much of anything. I have wanted to do nothing for a long time. I gave in and just spent most of the day in bed. Same thing on Tuesday.

Tuesday afternoon I found a phone message. Got excited, but it was from the current job asking me if I can work for days this month. I don't want to go back there, I hate it. I went back to bed.

A couple hours later, I found another message...this time from my last job. I reached her this morning. They will be looking at their scheduling needs and applicants for the job and getting back to me.

I am hopeful. I won 2 quality awards during my year there, plus I had 2 "supervisor calls" (when client tells supervisor you were wonderfully helpful).

were reaching out trying to gather up my desires and pulled them in from here and there from the dreaming map I've conjured..and then sent them back
into my chest.

I had never used that method, and had no basis as to where I got the idea, but nonetheless I did it.

That is a good way to describe the relief I've been feeling.