Gratitude.
It's an intense time astrologically speaking. The next eclipse will be on the 1st day of my new job. Since I seem to experience things 1-2 weeks in advance, I'll share my last couple weeks here:
I've been dreading my upcoming 9 days straight of work, 1 day off, 5 days of work and then normal 5-day work schedule. Yesterday I peaked at maximum fear over money. Could hardly fall asleep last night.
This morning, all fear had passed. The grueling work schedule will also bring the money I need to get through my latest financial "knothole." The lab will be peaceful and I'll be able to leave early each night so I get a good night's rest. By tonight, I will have enough pre-made and frozen re-heatable veggie dinners to carry me through without having to cook.
Gratitude for full pantry and freezer for me and my fur/feather family, warmth...I can afford to heat my house to 55 now instead of 53 (I'm so used to the cooler temps that I start sweating at 60, lol), one functioning toilet, new old job just-in-time. I can see my path forward starting to unfold. It will take longer than I wanted (NOW!) but time is going so fast these days...
Gratitude for ASAH, a place to fearlessly share with like-minded people.
Gratitude