it feels like the planet is shrinking, while the global information base is exploding. More people know the same things than ever before, if my subjective feelings are correct. It has been the perfect time for me to take up meditation. I can get down to the little core of myself that is left when all else is stripped away. The type I practice begins with realizing "I" am just the space where thoughts/inner voices show up.

I have a short list of things I can really focus on. There's so much more that I do not want to give my limited energy.

I have been sinking deeper and deeper into a depression and feel like I'm sleepwalking all the time.

I hate my current situation & have been thinking that maybe the HR recruiter kneecapping my interview with the other company earlier this week was a good thing, because ultimately I hate working in IT. Now maybe I can go hidey-hole for a few months & come up with a plan for a new direction in my life.

I can't continue to do 'what I know how to do' just to pay bills. I need to do something I love. First, though, after so many years of 'doing what I know how to do', I have to re-remember what I love to to. Honestly, I've completely forgotten.

This isn't a happy place to be in, at the moment.

I'm so sorry. At the least, I think you should contact your state dept. of labor and advise them about Company B's behavior. Slander is illegal and immoral. You have in writing that you were slandered.

I would also respond to the email from Company A and calmly refute the lies, if only because you have a right to stop the slander about you.

Taking these 2 actions will help to free you from the anger and depression you feel right now, enabling you to make clearer choices for yourself without the outside bad juju interfering...

Where can I find out more?

...Yes, I think the Quantum Field (The Universe's fingers) is there for everyone to use, if they only will.

I have found it most definitely opening and flowering.

I have also noticed that what hurts like hell...more quickly begins to vanish. The self-actualizing, self- correcting universe wants us to learn from the pain and move on. It seems like nothing ever just sits in place anymore.

The 4 Kingdoms: Mineral, Plant Animal and Humankind - whom we share this Earthwalk with and who share their stories with us.

4 Elements, Which give us energy to move and show us the lesson of their power
4 Directions...that give us the 'where to go' and the lesson of their place on the medicine wheel

I plan on working on a book that outlines how to BE the Center of your own Medicine Wheel, then you have those lessons with you at every moment. The kingdoms are really WANTING to help us right now especially

Sorry, that misspelled word in the title is bugging me, lol

Anyway...I am also noticing that my rythyms for sleeping, eating etc are all whacked.

I guess it's another 'symptom of Shift'

till now! HAHAHA!

GONG is actually appropriate, too.

the old world is GONE
and was replaced by the quantum/holographic Jan 2011

I see it
Enjoy it
Don't try to understand it
not yet, anyway

really? holy crap... it just seems so much more clear and sudden this month/year!

wow, just wow, rick....

http://www.starself.com/newsletter61.html

the issue called "The Puncture to the Collective" from Feb 2011

THAT's when it happened while most people got their signals crossed up
and thought there was a new 13 sign?

It's all in that link:

Yes, IT'S GETTING CLEARER NOW, but things take time to notice against the backdrop of the collective mind.

thanks for the reminder. I see it now, wow...

so are jupiter and Uranus still in dance? who's involved these days?