I have that and lately feeling a bit more umpf, maybe this is the reason!

which is, exactly as you say, low energy or I should say, anti-self energy.

But, TRANSITING Mars is joining TRANSITING Neptune and Chiron. Since Mars is the instigator, it is
triggering what Neptune and Chiron are doing/trying to do in the collective sign of Pisces.
You will feel more and more Martian as Mars approaches your conjunction; it may feel weird but
it should be good for you so you can do more "self-oriented" things and not feel guilty about it.

I tend to be partial to dryer hearted people who are drawn to all the water in my chart. Lotta Cap moons...This might be a pleasant break for me!

Things are getting very intense. Never seen such trying times. But I asked for them. I was always very lucky in the past, ( always at the right time, right place sort of thing). A lot older, and more frightened, things aren't clicking into place. In the past I always got totally freaked, than realized it all worked out for the best. Not seeing it or feeling it now. I'm holding on and letting it take me were it will, I've lost control and am letting it ride. Wish me luck.

that's what we're all being forced to do; we're getting it! good luck

Three job prospects, two involve righteousness or love. The other one just much more money.
I'm hoping for the best outcome for all involved in all of our precious scenarios. Yes, indeed!

Ric, when you're excited, it's GOT to be good!

there are 3 job prospects now? great, it happens IMMEDIATELY after the blockage goes away
it's just amazing
good luck (you won't need it)
Mr. Excitement

there was another one to take it's place quite literally by chance. I walked into a psychologist's office and asked if they needed help. The lady said no, not now, but said she was so impressed with me that she was going to give me a lead-(a friend of hers) for something I can do remotely(yay), and that I should fax my resume right away and tell them"so and so sent ya!"..HAHA! I had good feelings about the synchronicity. I had meant to call on that officeplex before and the webpages always said "bad server" so I finally said I would just go visit in person. Sometimes you just have to ask... anyone you might meet.

Anyway, the vibes were so very good...

PLUS a coupla other possibilities brewing...with money/freedom

Good Day Sunshine!

this weird place where I totally believe in love and actually think I'm going to find it any second? I had an epiphany the other day and realized exactly what I want from a relationship and now I can't stop thinking about it. I even rejected my Scorpio guy who, after 3 yrs, finally bothered to tell me he loved me, but he is wrong for me and I don't even feel sad about that ending. This is so not me and I've been wondering what the hell is wrong with me!! Where did all these damn rainbows and butterflies come from?!!

you're feeling Universal love vs tiny love which is what most American's focus on, i.e., conditional

very good, yay!