I will think good thoughts about your situation for sure.

I'm going to be OK. But I'm in emotional turmoil. Time will help.

it appears that you are TRYING SO HARD TO DO WHAT YOU OUGHTA do, and giving no attention: you're not allowed
to do what you want to do.

You are overly dutiful to the point where you can't keep it down anymore.
It looks clear to me.
The rage is mounting, and must be expressed in a PRO-YOU manner.
People like to shove Virgos back into their little roles where they take care of cooking, cleaning, etc.

Try that on, if not, pm me

Good luck dear, I hope things improve

I think you are so right about all of it. Also, now I'm worried about the stupid full moon and eclipse. I'd like to go hide in a cave somewhere for at least a month. LOL.

Your chart is going thru a major Neptune transit, which is diametrically opposite the nature of all of your Virgo planets. Reading my book would really help, esp. the chapter on the Virgo polarity with Pisces.

I know I told you about the need to be more assertive, etc. With the major Neptune, it will TRY to convince you
that you CAN just let life happen or come to you. Which IS TRUE. But, Virgo planets label all that as unproductive
and lazy. The two must be separated.

Let it flow vs. make it happen

Best of luck, I'm sure you'll do fine

So, just to clarify, should I liet it flow, or make it happen?

You CAN'T make it happen. It TAINT possible, our only choice is to let it flow.
God, it sounds so easy, right? Every time "I" do, "I" win. Then, I get stupid again.
But being Capricorn is BASED upon "make it happen", it's all a myth.
Virgos and Capricorns have it tough, because EARTH pressures us into thinking
that we can make it happen. Nope.

What are your thoughts?

I guess I have no choice then. Today is hard. I tried to go out with friends after work and ended up driving home with a melt down. Total. I'm not handling any of this well, and I really don't like being so out of control.
Sometimes I wish I were a drinker - at least I'd know what to do. LOL.