Anne Ortelee Weekly Weather 6/25 (Manifestor of Light -- she answers your question below :)
and nailed it for me this week.
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Since November 2011, and even if we reach back to 1982/83 when Saturn was last at the degree he finds himself at now, he’s been working with us about our ideas and concepts about relationships, love and partnerships. Currently traveling through the Gemini decant, Saturn asks us to reflect on our earliest childhood memories of relationships and what we were taught or encouraged to believe about love, partnership and how people are supposed to get along....
...Over the past weeks, people have been coming up, hard in some cases, softer in others, and bumping into the early stories of our lives reenacted. Some of the stories I’ve heard or read: “You meet the prince (or princess), fall in love and live happily ever after.” “All men are bastards and the minute you forget it they do something to remind you.” “All women are bitches and the minute you forget it they do something to remind you.” “Your father loves you very much, he just doesn’t know how to show you.” “Your sister loves you even if she tried to smother you and bite your nose off through the pillow.” “I am unable to commit because my mother was hard on me.” “How DARE you question me?” “Your mother hated you and tried to abort you.” “I was forced to get married because I was pregnant.” “He was an asshole but you didn’t want to see it.” “My mother left me and I turned out okay.” “Everyone cheats and lies.” “I really don’t believe his lying about women was malicious. He used it as a defense to keep real feelings at bay.” “I married my mother.” “I married my father.” “I married my sibling.”
Saturn wants us to get clear on the underlying story that frames our reality and beliefs about our relationships and partnerships. If we don’t examine the set of circumstances that brought us to a particular place in our life, we are doomed to repeat it. Over and over and over again....
...To help us on the journey of clarity about relationships this week, Mercury enters the sign of Leo ~ the sign of love, creativity, brilliant ideas, playfulness, love affairs and expansion. Mercury is who Venus in Gemini answers to. He is who Mars in Virgo answers to. Mercury is who the South Node in Gemini, Jupiter in Gemini, Saturn in Libra, and Pluto in Capricorn answer to. The solution to all the questions in your heart are to ask yourself “What do I love?” If you focus on answering THAT question, the balance of the sky comes into focus. What do I Love? What do I love? What do I love?