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annabanana

(52,791 posts)
Fri Jun 19, 2015, 07:00 PM Jun 2015

Two years ago tonight

was the last peaceful night, the last night I slept through til dawn next to my dear George.

The morning of the 20th was the beginning of the end of our life together. Never again could I reach for him with the sleepy comfort of a warm hug. Although he returned to our home for two months over the next year, his specialized bed was in the living room.
Never again did he enter the room we shared for so many years.

He made trips only to dialysis, and two trips to Dr offices, and one wheelchair ride for a block around our neighborhood. He was wheeled into the dining room maybe three times, and into the kitchen once. There was no way to bring him into the back yard to read his paper and watch the birds he loved to see at the feeder.

This anniversary snuck up on me. I wasn't expecting such raw sorrow. I miss him so much.

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Two years ago tonight (Original Post) annabanana Jun 2015 OP
My dear annabanana... CaliforniaPeggy Jun 2015 #1
Thank you CP annabanana Jun 2015 #4
... fizzgig Jun 2015 #2
.. annabanana Jun 2015 #5
Anniversary dates are sneaky things. DeadLetterOffice Jun 2015 #3
Thank you DLO annabanana Jun 2015 #6
My heart aches for your suffering and grief. I am so very sorry. auntAgonist Jun 2015 #7
Ohhh, annabanana, NCarolinawoman Jun 2015 #8

DeadLetterOffice

(1,352 posts)
3. Anniversary dates are sneaky things.
Fri Jun 19, 2015, 07:46 PM
Jun 2015

Sneaky, sneaky, sad-making things.
Sending you lots and lots of hugs.


DLO

auntAgonist

(17,257 posts)
7. My heart aches for your suffering and grief. I am so very sorry.
Fri Jun 19, 2015, 09:21 PM
Jun 2015

I'm crying right along with you. Your loss is so real through your words to us. I can actually feel your pain.

I remember when you first posted the news. It just doesn't seem like 2 years.

Please let the love and joy you have in your heart, comfort and keep you in the days, months and years to come.



kesha

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