Now almost a year

Since, wife passed. I’m in a dark spot, I fought through holidays, my father passing on Nov 11, and listening to my Mom’s grief. I understand her grief, I’ve been there. She then screams at me, says I don’t understand . And the she blocked me, phone calls and emails.
LilBit and I are kinda ok with that, but now , on 1 year, I have no one to talk to. My next counseling appointment is Feb 10.
Honestly if you know our story, I just wanna sing again. One person talked to me after wife passed, and said “ what’s with you and the microphone? You are a different person up there, you are happy and sound great” that is my release, I told him.
He was right, LilBit has always loved to hear me sing, I haven’t in 9 months. I was taking care of finances, those are good


It’s time for me to sing again. I gotta let my mother go, she is grieving. I didn’t block her, she blocked me.
I need to sing LOUD

Koz