Sunday Night Loner Thoughts
I was only eight years old when HW Bush beat Michael Dukakis. I remember watching the TV on election night with my grandparents. That is my first memory of Presidential elections. I remember how sad and disappointed my family was.
In 1992, I was 12 and the governor of my state was elected President. I had met President Clinton once at the state capital when our school performed a jump roping contest. I remember feeling proud while standing a little straighter as he shook my hand.
(Two years later, my Arkansas Razorbacks won the NCAA tourney. The 90s were a special time in my young life)
Eight years later, at the age of 20, I voted in my first presidential election. I watched the results, again with my grandparents, and jumped up when Al Gore was announced the winner. I was laughing, crying, and very happy. Then, as if in an alternate universe, the election results changed in favor of GW Bush. I deflated quicker than a popped balloon. I will never forget 2000. Maxine Waters became a hero to me. And a goofy, warmongering idiot became president.
I wasn't as surprised when John Kerry lost to W in 2004. I think I was still numb. I voted, but felt defeated even before election night.
The following four years were absolute hell. I was in my mid twenties and began to learn more about politics and my true liberal nature was solidified. I realized that empathy is a virtue and didn't make me a "bleeding heart liberal", but made me human.
When Barack Obama became President, I was filled with a euphoric hope that I cannot adequately put into words. I may not have agreed with him 100% of the time, but I respected him and was proud to have him as our leader.
I voted for President Hillary Rodham Clinton. I did so with pride and enthusiasm. A part of my soul died when the orange traitor was announced "president". I wasn't numb, like in 2000. I was mad and I was heartbroken.
I've learned a whole lot about politics and the importance of voting locally the past few years. My state has been completely taken over by the GOP. I wondered how that could be considering this state was once democratic leaning.
I now know the answer. People don't vote. Fair and free elections are at the core of democracy. I see people going about their daily lives, voicing their various complaints about governance. Over half of those who complain or have strong political opinions tell me they do not vote. Their reason? "All politicians are crooked. Why waste my time?"
So I'm now trying to get the vote out in my rural little neck of the woods. One conversation at a time. Whether at the grocery store or coffee shop. I have kept to myself for years, but I cannot stay silent any longer.
The elections of 2018 will decide the nation's future. Will we become America, Inc. or will we save our democracy?
Needed to share this with my Loner peeps. Times are hard for me personally, but I know the fight will be worth it.
Peace and much love.
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I hope you have a great week ! Thanks for being my Loner peep!
Above all things let us never forget that mankind constitutes one great brotherhood; all born to encounter suffering and sorrow, and therefore bound to sympathize with each other.
Your post was great. I think you have lots of company here who feel very much as you do.
We have lots of reason to believe this nightmare will be over with soon!
I've been reflecting on my life alot lately. I have an annoying studder when I talk to strangers, but I'm trying to overcome worrying about it.
It's a comfort to know that my fellow loners understand how hard it can be to get out and talk about things that we feel so passionately about.
People probably think I'm two inches short of a ruler, but the older I get....the less I care lol
Edit: omg, studder autocorrected to stiffer! I'm going to bed now.... Lol
Keep fighting the good fight! 
