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elleng

(136,365 posts) Sat Apr 27, 2013, 02:51 PM Apr 2013

The Problem With How We Treat Bipolar Disorder

Linda Logan lives near Chicago. This is her first article for the magazine

'The last time I saw my old self, I was 27 years old and living in Boston. I was doing well in graduate school, had a tight circle of friends and was a prolific creative writer. Married to my high-school sweetheart, I had just had my first child. Back then, my best times were twirling my baby girl under the gloaming sky on a Florida beach and flopping on the bed with my husband — feet propped against the wall — and talking. The future seemed wide open.

I don’t think there is a particular point at which I can say I became depressed. My illness was insidious, gradual and inexorable. I had a preview of depression in high school, when I spent a couple of years wearing all black, rimming my eyes in kohl and sliding against the walls in the hallways, hoping that no one would notice me. But back then I didn’t think it was a very serious problem.

The hormonal chaos of having three children in five years, the pressure of working on a Ph.D. dissertation and a genetic predisposition for a mood disorder took me to a place of darkness I hadn’t experienced before. Of course, I didn’t recognize that right away. Denial is a gauze; willful denial, an opiate. Everyone seemed in league with my delusion. I was just overwhelmed, my family would say. I should get more help with the kids, put off my Ph.D. . .

For many people with mental disorders, the transformation of the self is one of the most disturbing things about being ill. And their despair is heightened when doctors don’t engage with the issue, don’t ask about what parts of the self have vanished and don’t help figure out strategies to deal with that loss.

Some in the mental-health field are beginning to recognize this need.'

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/04/28/magazine/the-problem-with-how-we-treat-bipolar-disorder.html?hp

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The Problem With How We Treat Bipolar Disorder (Original Post) elleng Apr 2013 OP

I had the problem of obliteration of the self when I first began being treated, as well. Tobin S. Apr 2013 #1

Sounds like it will always be complicated, Tobin, elleng Apr 2013 #2

I'm only an expert at being sick. I have insight into my own illness. Tobin S. Apr 2013 #3

Right about insight into your own illness, elleng Apr 2013 #4

Tobin S.

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1. I had the problem of obliteration of the self when I first began being treated, as well.

Reply to elleng (Original post)

Sat Apr 27, 2013, 03:22 PM

Apr 2013

I have to take an anti-depressant, a mood stabilizer, and an anti-psychotic for my bipolar disorder. And it truly is my bipolar disorder. The illness affects everyone differently and often requires different medications at different dosages. The anti-psychotic I take at the dosage I take I've known to reduce other people to incoherency, but the drug restores me to functionality and revives my true self.

I think great advances have been made in psychiatric medication over the past twenty years. Side effects have been reduced, and advances have been made on the problem the author speaks of in the article. But problems still persist and it will probably be a long time before treatment of mental health issues becomes simpler. It might always be complicated.