General Discussion

I STILL have not been able to really open the taps on tears and release the pent fury/sadness. I know I'd feel better, but can't get a good cry going and clear out the bad hormones in my bloodstream.

Hell, I cry easily, for bad AND good things. But since Nov 7? Two tears fall then it all stops. Sometimes, I fear exploding, literally.

Anger? Yes indeed. But mostly, it's the profoundly deep sadness that so many people are either complete idiots or so filled with un-examined anger that they deliberately want to destroy everything and hurt everybody.

At my age, it's weird that I would still harbor hope for this nation and its people, but I do, or rather, I did. I feel like a vital organ has been ripped from me and left me slowly bleeding out.