I'm not sure how to title this post. Re: Anxiety. [View all]

I've posted before how my wife thinks I'm "Cassandra".

I was remodeling my kitchen in 2015. I remember this exact moment: I was on my knees, brad nailing a plywood skin onto a cabinet.

Wife walks in, and as I dripped sweat onto the floor, I simply said "If he gets elected, it's going to be fucking bad". She asked me what I meant, and I just shook my head. She wasn't really that far into politics at the time, but she is now.

She reminds me of that moment to this day by asking "How did you know"?

At that time, I barely paid attention to Trump. He was just then becoming an artifact in to my everyday consciousness.

What I felt at that time, however, was a sense of existential dread. I could not identify that feeling as such back then, but looking back...that is what I was feeling. It was something that I could not explain at the time.

What I'm trying to say is this...I have that feeling right now, in spades. 100 times worse.

I'm sensing that what Trump is doing is purposeful.

And that purpose is to destroy the world.

He either knows he is dying, or it has to do with the Epstein files, or it could be due to any number of reasons. Maybe it's simply due to the fact that he is out of his fucking mind.

And I'm feeling that our governmental mechanisms will not make any SERIOUS attempts to stop him, until it is too late. It may already be too late.

Us peons are never going to know the real reasons for all of this...not completely, anyway.

Anxiety is eating me up, and I'm avoiding the TV, but it's difficult for me to close my eyes to this completely.

Am I getting my message across here?

He's trying to destroy the world.

Because he can.