Music Appreciation

You know Prof Hennessy, I don’t really mean it when I send you a flood of emails calling you a silly ass or post online etc.
It is to assert my independence as a free woman! Ol’jfz9580m may be reduced to contacting a wealthy and senior person (yes mostly to communicate entirely non-joke, non-kayfabe threats of filing police cases and misconduct and malpractice allegations). But still I feel excluding you from them runs the risk of allegations of harboring biases in favor of the merely clunky and doltish rather than sleazy, malicious etc.

I cannot without being a total hypocrite attack people who are or were genuinely only clunky, mechanical and doltish.
You are relatively powerful (inspite of totally craven editorials in the Stanford Review representing yourself most fraudulently as this powerless man with no sway), rich, white, male and competent so you don’t need to exploit and steal from Ol’jfz9580m beyond indirect theft of your field and your biases which on the whole are less terrifying than your attempts to establish solidarity with women etc.

I used to think you were this just horrible conniving scammer..the standard issue corrupted, shifty eyed, insipid Google creep out to rob society blind while portraying it as a magnanimous or as pathetically Machiavellian strategizing.
In fact, when I read your piece in Politico about dreamers, at first I viciously castigated it as an insipid piece of bullshit and a shameful figleaf by a horrible man defrauding society at scale.

But then I saw a video of you driveling on about scammers (which given my opinion of Google and at the time you, had an odd effect on the brain).

But now I think you are actually probably nice. In your own clunky and mechanical way you try to care without that being yet another disaster.

But you do have a somewhat limited perspective imo. This nightmarish brute force, sledgehammer methodology that seems to be the only mode of communication allowed or perhaps feasible and its genuinely nauseating imitation here in India, which lacks even the ..You don’t need to steal from me:

This shit here is not cute and it is trash and why I am pressing charges. Indians who mimic people like you and live over and shit over here, where I came to avoid even you, have angered me to the point of pressing charges.
I continue to have no sense of humor about most of this and I do not buy any of it from the last 14.5 years and

The less elite and advantage you are, paradoxically disgustingly corrupt and phony it looks. You have to look deeper professor. This is parasitism and theft and I have already forgiven two labs. But I am not an easy woman. I was just trying to avoid having to file complaints.

I am not actually worried that I won’t be credible. And thankfully I have no reason tk worry about anyone I knew before or willingly after. There is a reason I said “No” immediately.

You do not overwrite 33 years of human experience in the real world (education, science, human social behavior, normal life) just because some trend followers or parasitic and ugly trend-setters show up and pitch this fucking bullshit (I still see through daily subtle or sledgehammer) contemptuously.

I have never solicited anyone’s validation or approval outside the sole area where actual objective standards exist more than in other areas.
This was a nauseating experience and had no positives and I give no credit to anyone except the people I do which has nothing to do with shilling some cell culture media bath of pap.
I don’t buy it.
I..do..not..think..influence..is..real. I think ransomware and extortion are..
Whether it is ransomware out of Russia and China or the extortion of needing a salary and healthcare while being polite to a disgusting, vile, overrated, thieving desperate parasitic managerial class that is the typical pi far too often at brothels and dens of vice such as Stanford and MIT.

(I am totally becoming a preacher and starting a cult! A new area of growth! No..not really..gotta make it plain to the lunkheads).

This is one of my favorite movies!
My mom and I watched it together..It was heavily edited for moral reasons..anyway thanks to this creepy and perverse style of rolling this out which after its abortion will be held up to the scorn of science historians and philosophers forever more, a raunchy gay movie made me feel less dirty than something with straight people.
Are all the women you know this “transactional” professor that while they police the shit out of women like me who have never had any quid pro quos and have to keep bullying you to assert dominance to balance out the inequality…I am all about balance.

No you do not need a creepy class to not be this out of touch with common human gut and other instincts. You need to stop thinking that your lies will fly once you run smack into the actual average common female scientist or stem professional who is not this creepy and stupid. I will be excoriating this mercilessly.
But to soften it for you professor..music!
It seems popular for unclear reasons. I have been informed that music is universal and that sounds suspect..still: