Staying clean&sober&emotionally honest no matter what. [View all]

Hi I'm Irisblue...I am looking for experience, strength and hope and positive energy&joy from this room; today I moved my ex partners' things out of my house. Please tell me how to stay sober/clean no matter what (can't think of the al-alnon term at this minute-stressed and weepy).Edited to add, you can PM me with any ESH, and yes, I've already been to a meeting, while her friends packed the truck, and I will go to another one tonight. This hurts, we we're planning on growing old together