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Addiction & Recovery

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kozar

(2,851 posts)
Sun May 10, 2020, 08:51 AM May 2020

I feel Im losing the battle. [View all]

The virus,the shut down, moving, cleaning,cooking,talk to no one, just sit in this jail that we call a home everyday. It is affecting Mrs K as well as Tess. I just want to scream sometimes. The wine is back. At least not the hard stuff I keep saying. I just feel empty.
I just want to step back and reset. I want to feel SOMETHING except dread each day. Im backing off reading news as it is even more depressing. I just want to feel happy again.

end of pseudo rant, I just needed to get a few things out of my head. Im tired


Koz

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Ah, Newest Reality May 2020 #1
+1 Mike 03 May 2020 #4
Good message. Baked Potato May 2020 #12
Just remember that that you are not alone. MichaelSoE May 2020 #2
Days like these. But only THIS one. TygrBright May 2020 #3
I think backing off the news is a smart thing to do. I'm going to Squinch May 2020 #5
Please stay sober SCantiGOP May 2020 #6
First, change your thoughts. If you think you "just sit in this jail that we call a home everyday," jrthin May 2020 #7
To me Timewas May 2020 #8
You did a fairly good job kozar May 2020 #9
fine with me Timewas May 2020 #10
OK You got it Timewas May 2020 #11
You got this! MenloParque May 2020 #13
Update. kozar May 2020 #14
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