Cancer Support

Thanks for your response. If you can eat bread and hummus you’re doing way better than I am. They have me doing ten different exercises and say the scope clearly shows there is no reason other than atrophy I cant swallow. After two years of hearing that I think it’s bullshit. The mucous is incredible. I have a peg tube that doesn’t really bother me. In any case, there is no life I could life that I’m interested in living. My psychiatrist is only concerned that I don’t act out on the butcher surgeon that unnecessarily did this to me. I almost died on the table after the first butchering. It’s really too bad in retrospect they just didn’t let me go. I really should have said no to the radiation.