Mental Health Support

My grandmother had Alzheimers and I remember watching her change. Some days she would be angry and/or confused and then others she was fine. Towards the end (she died of cancer) she was extremely paranoid and frightened. for me, it helped to put myself in her shoes and try to imagine what it wold be like if I woke up every day and did not know who or where I was.

I was not the primary care giver for her, but I know that I will be for my mother if/when she develops Alzheimers.

You need to make sure that you have a support group as well. I cannot imagine the pain and difficulty you must be facing.