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mopinko

(72,130 posts)
7. sounds pretty normal, tho awful.
Sun May 30, 2021, 02:17 PM
May 2021

every once in a while i will remember the moments of being a bad mom that i would do anything to take back. that's half of what i toss and turn over.
i can tell myself that i did the best i could until i turn blue but it wont help me sleep.

ditto being on the other end of the stick. i had a very close friend turn on me 15 yrs ago, and it still bugs me. it made no sense then and it makes none now.
i cant help searching for something i could have done differently at the time. the only thing i come up w is- everything.

when it happens i tell myself that some things you just have to sit with.
and that the only way forward is through.

dear one.

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Repressed memories flood back [View all] vercetti2021 May 2021 OP
Sounds a lot like multigraincracker May 2021 #1
Can it just happen from anything? vercetti2021 May 2021 #2
I had a long forgotten pain from when I was multigraincracker May 2021 #3
Just can't afford it though vercetti2021 May 2021 #4
Maybe ins at new job will, V SheltieLover May 2021 #5
Me too vercetti2021 May 2021 #9
oh my gosh! (((hugs))) I hope it is better for you today.... samnsara May 2021 #6
sounds pretty normal, tho awful. mopinko May 2021 #7
Yep vercetti2021 May 2021 #8
any chance this person wants to hear from you? mopinko May 2021 #10
I say hello once in awhile vercetti2021 May 2021 #11
well, maybe this person would be happy to put it in the past, too. mopinko May 2021 #12
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