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OldBaldy1701E

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11. Every single moment of every single day.

Reply to I_UndergroundPanther (Original post)

Sat Oct 8, 2022, 08:25 PM

Oct 2022

I am so alone. My beloved husband works nights and I have to be awake during the day. So, we seldom see each other except to say 'hi/bye'. After six years, I just stopped trying to meet people around here because they do not want to have anything to do with me. I am certain that my husband would be better off were I to pass on, and no one else is even going to miss me. Why I am taking up space is a mystery that I cannot fathom. It makes no sense and is not logical. It is not even sensible nor is it 'better' this way.

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Ever wonder why you are still alive [View all] I_UndergroundPanther Oct 2022 OP

I can relate. I am alone 95% of the time. At least I can still get around but I wonder how long Walleye Oct 2022 #1

lol! CountAllVotes Oct 2022 #3

I often wonder that myself CountAllVotes Oct 2022 #2

Yep. CousinIT Oct 2022 #4

Nobody ever told me about the upside of lonely Walleye Oct 2022 #5

Sorry you're lonely Panther. FWIW, 'people' are overrated anyway afaic (nt) Hugh_Lebowski Oct 2022 #6

I understand what you are posting. I'm in a similar boat. Paper Roses Oct 2022 #7

This is me XanaDUer2 Oct 2022 #8

SO sorry. elleng Oct 2022 #9

I'm alone most of the time. Genki Hikari Oct 2022 #10

Every single moment of every single day. OldBaldy1701E Oct 2022 #11

I feel lonely at times, spend most days working from home and taking care of the husband. When Ziggysmom Oct 2022 #12