Had a really bad crash today [View all]

Still going on. I've spent the entire day at the office trying not to burst into tears or just quit.

I think my bipolar and Aspergers-lite is acting up.

Several odd encounters with my boss. My boss's boss told me off about using something I didn't know we weren't supposed to use (then why does my key work??). Had three strange encounters with the boss's boss's boss over the last few days. She seems fascinated with the way I've got my cubicle set up. I've got a few more pictures than some people and lots of cheat-sheets and diagrams but other people have lots more stuff. I don't know if she just likes it or doesn't like it or what the fuck is going on. We had what I thought was a nice chat about cats but I'm wondering if I came across as lecturing.

Then some stupid shit happened, then some other stupid shit happened, then some other stupid shit happened, then I discovered I'd forgotten to something but nobody'd noticed yet, then I had to do something terrifying and I thought it had all gone horribly wrong, then it fixed itself (which I don't like) and now I'm just sitting waiting for everybody else to get their shit done so i can go sit in the truck and cry before I try driving home.