The White Guy Laments parts of his past [View all]

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I'm afraid to use the word Right anymore today,
because when I think I'm Right it sounds Right-wing to me.

I have to correct myself,

Is Right a verb?

Yes, the word Right means to correct one's course, or recover ones balance.

Is left a verb?
Yes, the word Left means, to depart, or setout, we leave for a better outcome
tomorrow.

When I was kid and my older sister was learning how to drive
she would only make right turns, because she was too scared about making left turns
out into the open traffic.

In my teens I had nightmares because my older brother was in Vietnam.

I grew up just outside Detroit City, Motown where all the best music was being

made.

In 1967, my single mom filled the bath tube because they said we were in danger of losing

our water supply.

In 1968, I was playing baseball in a field by my grade school when my mom came by to pick me up
in the family car after she got off work and told me.

It was a big thing back then, even for someone who didn't know, like me.

I grew up in Michigan, the car capital,

And Michigan used to be the place where all the wood came from,
until I learned we lost a good part of it's forest due to mismanagement.

And Michigan used to be the number one place to mine Iron ore,

open pit mining on the Carp river in Marquette, the same place where
the natives mined copper once

But then it became nothing but a waste landfill all used up

This was before computers, if you wanted to learn something you had
to go to the library, you had to question things on your own.

But it wasn't too hard to get a feeling a lot of things were not so right.

And you know, it seems like in some ways we never did get the courage
to make that left hand turn.

And that's hard to fess up to. Maybe we didn't know the full story back then,
but we sure should have, we should think, if we have half a conscience, when we do know the full story later on.

And so now, I can go back and see an old video of the great writer James Baldwin debating William F. Buckley
regarding, "The Great American Dream is at the expense of the American Negro" and it becomes more than quite clear, even
then, back before in 1965.

So much so you wonder about such a gifted writer, how they know so much, and define history so well.
And from there you learn, you should never stop there, and for all the right reasons you begin to know - as if you are awoke, is not any ideology you can hide behind, being right is knowing more about the truth that separated men and women from their sons and daughters, and for too long separated a people from leaving the truth always left to learn from the past and change someday.

What is it we leave, where is it we hope to go? Just ask yourself what do you think James Baldwin knew in 1965 about all people.
It's no curse being born of any color of skin, or any type of identity you are born as just as you are, in this world, and it's too easy to be fooled, unless someone lends you their hand and speaks the truth to you, in a way you can understand.
Peace!