Ancient Wisdom and Pagan Spirituality

Each inhale, see what good you want from life coming in. Each exhale, see what you don't want in life leaving you. Do this a few times each day for a while. Think about and read up on what you may want in a spiritual path. I understand your feelings that your ex-church(s) consider you unclean and unholy. Know that that is not true. You may not know this but I once went through quite a similar situation. There is light at the end of the tunnel, as they say, and things will be getting better. Right now try and envision the good things happening to you. Protect your heart, you are going to need it. Above all, know that you are loved. Bright Blessings, icymist