Ancient Wisdom and Pagan Spirituality

I broke the post up into two parts one about what the belief is and the other about me since you asked if it was my blog yes. I was half awake and half asleep from pain last night. I live with pain now because of a injury that I have. I do believe my Soul is special. I believe the stars are calling me back home to Colorado. I do not know if it is because of a past life experience or something, but events that have taken place in my life are directing me to Colorado I can not control what is happening.

Now let me start. I get visions of the future every now and then. I can't control those visions. I do not claim those visions make me a prophet. When I was a child I knew something was going to happen when I was 18 I didn't know what, but i knew it would happen. I meet my uncle who became my mentor in life. It has come now that I live with my uncle trying to take care of him even though we are not blood related. I knew something was going to happen to me when I was 30 I just did not know what. I became disable when I was 30 due to a injury. That injury set forth a move to Colorado.

Something is calling me to the Anasazi and I think something is waiting for me. I also had a vision when I was younger of people in the desert. I was given two names The Ancient One and Observer of Life. I think my own awakening is near. So yes I do believe I am a child of the Stars if you believe the Stars to be God, Allah, Spirits, or whatever I do not clam to know. To non believers I am just a scifi fiction writer expressing my talents to create a interesting tale linking the Anasazi to 2012 and bringing in a new age instead of the end of the world. It's a exercise of my writing skills.

To a believer I ask you a simple question is it anymore crazy to believe I am being guided by something a force compared to those who are preparing for the end of the world? Look at it this way either a new religion maybe born or we are going to have one heck of a 2012 party with a core belief that we are directing good well energy into the world to make a better and peaceful place. All I am doing is giving the tools for people to awaken their mind. If you want to believe me try it nothing will hurt you just be prepared to go on a interesting journey.