Ancient Wisdom and Pagan Spirituality

... they used to end with me in a panic that he saw me & trying to leave before a confrontation with him. It's usually a 'cocktail party' atmosphere at his house, various people around that I don't know.

In last night's dream, oddly, I recall saying "I used to have dreams about this happening and now it's really happening" when he approached me.

So now they've evolved to the point where he and I actually speak to each other. Although I don't remember specific parts of the conversation other than that snippet from last night, I do feel that it's neither an argument nor a "make up" ...

When I wake up I usually feel confused - like 'why am I having this dream again?'