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Myrina

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7. LOL, I sought control. He's the 'balanced' one. Almost freakishly calm.

Fri Mar 1, 2013, 12:00 PM

Mar 2013

... long story short, I'm what's classified as an 'adult child of an alcoholic' and try to control things as a means of self preservation.

When surprises/rejections happen, I flash back & get thrown off-kilter ... and both of our break ups were because he did or said something that triggered me. I've never met anyone like him before (or since) & the connection (mental) was like ... BAM! Eventually the physical attraction was just as intense & a (perceived) 'surprise rejection' was more than my little mind could handle.

It wasn't really even HIM I was lashing out at: it was 35 years of neglect, rejection and being out of control of my surroundings. It took the therapy to realize that.

Re: your PM - his initials are MSB. Close?

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Remote viewing and premonitions [View all] darkangel218 Mar 2013 OP

I have a recurrent dream. Myrina Mar 2013 #1

Tell me more. How does the dream end? what do you feel ? darkangel218 Mar 2013 #2

Well ... Myrina Mar 2013 #3

Usually premonition dreams are pretty straight forward. darkangel218 Mar 2013 #4

Fascinating, thank you. Myrina Mar 2013 #5

No. You didnt ruine anything. darkangel218 Mar 2013 #6

LOL, I sought control. He's the 'balanced' one. Almost freakishly calm. Myrina Mar 2013 #7

I will pm you. darkangel218 Mar 2013 #8