Astrology, Spirituality & Alternative Healing

sums it up for me. I feel very positive and energetic but lack focus. For the past two years I've worked very hard to create opportunities for myself in a highly competitive field. (writing and playwriting) The play is taking off and generating energy of it's own but the book is just sort of floating. Of course, the play channeled me, which might explain some of the difference, although if I hadn't written the book the play would not exist. In a way, I kind of feel like a sperm bumping up against an ova--not making a 'breakthrough' but diligent for as long as the energy lasts. I think I am on the brink of something good but I've been in this place before only to see it all vanish. I'm an Aries by 56', Capricorn Moon, Virgo Asc. Natal Pluto in the 12th.