My husband died suddenly in August. He was 52. [View all]

It was unexpected. He was my rock and my world.
We were together 8 years, married for 7

I'm back at work now...
But I get to probate the house...it will be ok, but
please people...make a will.

A friend called to ask me how I am doing...

"I'm ok, and hanging on by a thread at the same time."
Don't ask me how both are true.

I've never been more scared and worried in my life....just
In general. The worst thing that could happen has happened, so wtf else? I miss him so bad.

He's gone. He's everywhere.
I'm just trying to get through each day.
And make him proud of me. I loved him so.