Loners

I 'know' some great people online now who remind me that people don't all suck.

My MI-L doesn't think she's toxic, but the reason she's constantly so happy and laughing is because nothing phases her, she has a hard hard heart. Except when it comes to tiny infants (only the humans) and for them she goes absolutely crazy. The fact I won't make one is why she wishes I'd died. I just don't belong in her life.
For her I think it's more than just their cuteness too. I think it comes from the urge inside to make more and more people.. babies give her a RUSH.
I'm baffled at how she raised someone as gentle as my husband. It shows how unique people are, no matter what they came from.

Seems like almost every encounter with people lately just shows me there is nothing wrong with how I am, I'm just fine. And with the mass going crazier and more suicidal all the time, I'll just keep backing away