General Discussion

I called her Wed. am and left a message cancelling and said I couldn't do Sat. either. She called me back and left a message that I sounded so upset - whatever in the world is wrong? I could not call her back, would yell too much. She and I have been close for over 25 years, she's a good person who would do anything in the world for me and I know she loves me and I love her. Its just at this minute I feel like she and the other tcf voters have voted to kill my family and it pisses me off. My counselor said things probably won't be as bad as I think, and that's been true often in the past, although I never ever thought it would be possible for him to win a majority like it shows now so sometimes it's worse than I think.

My counselor agreed that now was not a good time to talk to her and said it was ok to wait a week, let this process first. I hope I can talk to her without being mean by then. Thing is she's 82, so she totally fucked herself but is in total disbelief as to what orange fuckface will actually do to us. It doesn't matter - she fucked me and my husband with social security, Medicare, my child-bearing age daughter when our family including me were plagued by miscarriages and my son because he;s gay.