Ohio

It's not really easy but it sure feels like I can do it, the Kratom really helps but I will be stopping that also.

My only real issue is a buzzing in my lower legs that has gone down in intensity over the last week, when that's gone so's the Kratom.

I'm also looking for CBD only pot extracts but since they killed the medical sources and went all legal here they seem to have lost a large amount of the brain trust behind it, in Denver my sister can get that in a capsule for her "Indigo" pen but not here, they can't transport legal pot across state lines so all I have is locally sourced.

But I will continue on in this, I quit because of one fact.

All the little things that are so much of life like sunrises, birds singing, fresh spring air, the cold of Autum, the smell of leaves, the little joys of life are absent from my world because of the morphine, and have been for a decade.

I want them back.