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I am just feeling the sinking in of everything I guess...
Realizing that I'm going to be spending Thanksgiving Christmas and my birthday which is New Year's all by myself for the first time ever and that can be a really great thing and I can make some new traditions for myself but today it just makes me want to cry... and I really miss my mom 🥺

Feeling very wobbly...but still not enough to relapse drinking or seeking another escape.
Just sitting with it.

I let my candles and I'm playing positive vibration music to just soothe My soul through this. And I know this too shall pass it just sucks