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The most important part of this for future records is that I am (as formally as one can in this medium), recording that I will unambiguously file allegations of: 1) medical malpractice and scientific misconduct in human subject research for at least the period from Sept 2011- the present and going forward against a) my former employer/the Hospital there/Google; b) the city and the state at the time; c) every hospital, tech company (Tata for one/SBI card) or other institution in India that exploited my home/devices and me in this period; d) criminal harassment allegations against all the humans who used my street between 2021-the present/going forward and any accessories/bystanders/data scientists and researchers; e) my present city/state/anyone involved at the centre.

If my alma mater and first postdoctoral school were involved, with the exception of my mentors/a colleague at the NIH (who is nothing like this and like my mentors not at all this creepy, exploitative type of scammer), at the very least they should be rebuked for such graceless, greedy and above all..this is the part that grates on me the most..brainless behavior.

No one seriously believes that you are motivated by safety and health concerns about addiction/mental illness, when you classlessly jump into bed with data miners, ai companies, sleazy and parasitic mobs/swarms/vacant internet sleuths (this is not democritization of a goddamn thing - these people have no self awareness and no life. I used to have a life. Hell is these people.)

I apologize for this next part as it sounds ott. Though it was true. I will be alleging that, I was stalked, bullied, extorted and harassed using the narcotics war and kept out of the loop for refusing to cooperate with this exploitative race to the bottom immigration strategy that treats the NIH postdoc like slave labor and sweatshop work. It was and is psychological torture and a serious human rights violation and theft.
I never had any mental issue that was not directly caused by this breathtakingly stupid enterprise.

It is different that I have a type of fennel weed like mercurial resilience (which I discovered thanks to this daft shit! I hate victimhood. Otoh these people are punishingly stupid. I have wished for Steve Chu or Yan Lecun..I can probably even survive evil. These guys are not evil. They are really stupid).

I have had to reinvent myself as Ol’jfz9580m in some sort of reaction since it seems to mirror the Ol’Orlick level of brainpower that must be the norm in this astonishingly stupid crew.

I imagine them as a combination of two of the most repellant characters in “Great Expectations” -Ms.Joe and Ol’Orlick, but somehow also sleazy, creepy, tacky, cloying and nauseating, which in fairness no one could say about Ms Joe/Ol’ Orlick, who were better than these guys.

I do not have a not absurd or not mocking reaction to these dunderheads. The script that they launched requires a woman to be this annoying cliche in response to these mindnumbingly stupid people.

Like see..kayfabe works when a sleazebag joins this choreographed (and daft) thing and except mockery, after finally exiting this hellish headspace yesterday, I don’t have a serious response to this totally self-serving, creepy and sleazy dance. You really disgraced yourselves.

And worst of all I reflexively used these dumb internet grievance scripts when my main grievance is that all these people are really stupid and apparently no one informed them of this glaringly obvious fact. And they might need that info to at least work out who to and how to sell these totally lame scams.

I am very grateful to my medical mj co and small pharmacy for having been the only truly useful help. I will be alleging that these methods are horrifyingly stupid and should be nominated for the Ignobel before being defunded and taken to the police etc.

It should be considered especially vile when moral abominations like mass incarceration and the failed drug war are exploited anew by these shady and unscrupulous groups to pitch this criminal trash as “prison reform”, “mental healthcare”, a metaphoric “vaccine”, “traffic studies” etc. The information must nit

As of this date I have not yet formally escalated it to criminal malpractice and criminal misconduct, but I don’t rule it out.

The sheer exploitative, sexist and above all stupid (this is the part that gives me hope) nature of it kills brain cells.

MysI am still formulating a response for real. I kind of recovered in stages. And well it is a very unfortunately unpleasant conflict, but it is not personal. But almost all these guys are a genuine threat to the public and shockingly masquerading as responsible.

This is why rather than an ever larger jury and etc of these fucking idiots (man the cloying rot I was regurgitating outside of my life decoupled from these scammy, corrupt brainless guys..)

I don’t get offended easily. But this was offensively stupid.

The following people are exempt from complaints I file: My last mentor/lab/the pd counselor/my external shrink and therapist/ the first and last families I rented space from and, this one male scientist (who whatever his shortcomings, was not stupid at all and in this crowd of dimwits that stands out..as stupidity is what I will always remember. It is not even a very competent scam. It is a cliche they put no thought into. Instead of the nightmarishly stupid cs and google crowd, ask Steve Chu to say with a straight face that these creeps care about health and that their mapping, music and traffic studies are not depressingly daft..I would wager half my savings he would agree it is stupid and scammy. These are daft people.)