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No part of this is a joke or a game. I take things at face value largely because I do not go to shady websites and channels.

If DU did not exist I would be writing diatribes on paper. I value the few rare people and things I like they are rare and not produced herding.

This experiment in the wild has angered me intensely. And my govt and state govt and possibly some day yours will hear from me.

No need to panic. Except with these locals who orchestrated this and used my street and these corrupt hospitals, tech cos who I promise will be held criminally liable since you won’t bring that trashy tech and sports culture here and change the meanings of “janitor”, “homelessness” etc.

To be a unique and respectable human takes resources and effort. I will not let these parasites destroy a specific type of Indian middleclass with real stem jobs like mine was - I am not unemployed - I won’t look for work where such substandard norms are accepted.

And for invasion of my home and street and causing the death of my mom, criminal liability in non-negotiable. SIL’s stunt won’t work.

14.5 years of illicit human experimentation and torture are no laughing matter.
I laugh because I am myself again and pushing back harshly.

I am sure I will prevail in this case. You know why? I compromised repeatedly and when I did, it wasn’t just bad for me. It was bad for eveyone connected to me and even for the creeps. That holographer who was a serial sexual harasser with a Lockheed Martin contract could have tried to think. But he did not.

Now I will be bashing everything extensively because it is not a joke that across the board your collective human stupidity killed my mom and ruined my resources and life.

But I am indebted to EarlG (much as I am to my medical mj co and this vegan lady and the few people who tolerate me. My parents were public servants who had healthy pensions and benefits and they are frugal and we have land. That is why I could buffer this with only such indignity as was forced by this shameless, largely Indian crowd, in 2 countries).

They do not represent any Indians I would know. I am not colorblind etc. But we are largely all middleclass douchebags safely away from war zones. What are you always so aggrieved about? And you force scripts that I despise.

But I would never offend or insult EarlG and elad above all, but broadly DU and I thoroughly disapprove of these methods.

I march to the beat of my own drummer. I like Indian DUers. This was none of it planned and designed. I have picked up on patterns here thinking much to paraphrase Willie Keith in The Caine Mutiny - another book my late mom - read to me, mostly thinking reflexively “How would I think if I were a fool?”
It was the hardest shit work I ever had and society will broadly hear from me for a long time about it!

Because ai is trash. But so is this type of desperate human behavior. No respect or understanding of the past. Forcing disgusting connections - 2014 was the worst - male or female, I met no one I would not avoid. Except for one Prof from a small liberal arts college far from California.

These methods are an outrage and abomination and an insult to honest science, honest humans, any honest labor and intelligence everywhere.
You have not tapped into a deep vein of lyrical prose. It is not perceived. It is how you think. Don’t argue with me.

But regardless, I would never insult the left, EarlG, elad, skinner, anyone I follow online on the left by using this to bash their beliefs. In fact they have helped me and as someone who is more a lurker than a participant and not in your creepy ways (I am just curious and okay not entirely to see how it could help earth. It is like a shameful secret or something. So impractical! I tried to conceal that more than drugs and being a lousy scientist, since in your worlds if a greenwashing scam is not tacked on, it is wildly loony).

But this is a personal emergency for me and after years of clunky mechanical crap Ol’jfz8580m has decided to take matters into her own hands.
Coupled with a muscular criminal and malpractice complaint I know is essential to check dangerous parasitic growth.

This should be a cautionary tale, whatever muscle you have “bro” (presumably..Is that jot your language 🌽 ?
I am not your ventriloquist’s dummy just because I have sensitive senses and can unfortunately now pick you up all the way over here.
It was all entirely malicious.

I won’t deny one thing I said I did. I have at no point..not once..used racial or other slurs. I have referenced male and female reproductive organs etc. Just going with the flow.

That is called acclimation! I adapt and acclimate!
But I am nice and only pick on people my own size.

But I will not turn EarlG/elad’s message board into a Republican propaganda outlet anymore than weigh in on democratic politics.
I try to only risk libel/slander and defamation charges and even there I only attempt to make people look ridiculous where they are having a horrendous effect on drug policy and are truly worth ridiculing male or female.

Do you know how painful it was to try to reinvent Ol’jfz9580m, the wildly unpopular online troll as some sort of nice Indian lady?

And there continues to be no permission to use this to make a nuisance of yourself. I follow community rules because the internet is not real and this is a community not a toy and it is really nice of EarlG. I remember Dave from way back.

You had to screw me over a lot to misrepresent Ol’jfz9580m. I am unpredictable, but never a bully or jerk. I am for this going out where identifying info is redacted or transmitted as needed and no more.
I am not actually a troll. I am not interested in anything you bring to me I would, like the only Current Affairs writer I dislike and have little respect for Yasmin Nair’s hero, throw around yelling “Its rubbish! Its garbage!”

I don’t like these methods. This better not be low paid gig work. The damage done to my home and street will need to be fixed at the expense of these companies and the parts of the state that were bullish about this shit.

Who do you think the average honest and intelligent householder who doesn’t want influencer creeps and a race to the bottom back? Without a Facebook bs thing.
I am on DU. That is a compliment to DU.

Not these local creeps who will be reported. They can go through the NIH or the state but they won’t get away with it. This whole thing was real. How stupid are you?

I was not sure it was till recently since these sledgehammer trickle east infonomics are weird and well..I don’t like this sentence (not a double entendre).

The use of language by these humans and these machines disgusted me. I still despise David Brooks and David Frum.
The sole area where I unabashedly take liberties with bashing people is this ship jumpers who jump solely to save their rears and then want to take over the place.

I have never jumped ship. May have sunk a few erroneously..
People who behave like that are jerks and hated.
It is not strategic to have a policy of only attacking public figures and celebrities, with appropriate levels of caution. The caution is mostly from reflexive adaptation to men like my dad. One’s parents are influences one cannot and should not ignore when they were as supportive and cool as mine were.

He is conservative - he is a military vet. But he is really sharp and a good man and way more feminist in any real sense than most.

I am an animal rights supporter for factory farmed animals and to a lesser extent wild animals (not much interest in companion animals) because I am sensitive to unhappiness and humiliation where it isn’t thoroughly deserved, but left or right merely for being a little annoying in one’s views. When you are just an internet denizen. We are all people and many of you go around cheerfully getting posts removed, which is new to me.
It is different when you are in the media or an influencer. You have a responsibility and you failed. Sadly I do not follow the right enough to fair and balance my bashing. That is itself why I am on the left. And by now I would worry about any spyware that is not already riddling my spaces that I will be taking to experts to identify the origins.
Haaarumph. Putting creepy spyware on Ol’jfz9580m’s comp. I never expected to end up entrapping these many all sided scammy creeps in all probability.

I only try to ingratiate Hawley so the GOP does not attack the organic small, wild web part of the web that is DU. All said and done, he is an elected official. Democracy is the only system I recognize.
This was mainly about total deregulation and lack of accountability in tech.

I am sure I can prevail because this is not overnight thing. Nice instincts throughout btw. Where is this deceitful and brainless Calvinism from? Have none of you met any real scientists, doctors or talented humans?
This only worked because of the old NIH.

And I am civil about Prof Bhattacharya. Though Ol’jfz9580m is civil but not easy to control.

That was pure hell. I was so dejected, but I am glad I am myself and this specific unique human world thing is falling into place.

Trying to con Ol’jfz9580m. Completely brainless. Ol’jfz9580m went damn near ..not insane..but like a dreary robot trying to find a script for some situation from hell that cannot force Ol’jfz9580m to fit its stupid vision.

It will be forced to fit Ol’jfz9580m. I mean the criminal lawsuit will happen as will the medical malpractice and misconduct targeting private sector cos, not the NIH.
I better post a song as an olive branch to Prof Hennessy. I sent him some rude emails which he should recognize as a scientist as less scary unnatural behavior than what went before. But still not good. That guy Nir Eyal is an idiot and continuous media are garbage.

I am generally suspicious of music but it seems popular with people and Beyonce/Taylor Swift/whatever a Bad Bunny is (shut up and sing!) aside, not earth destroying in any obvious ways above the usual. But the only music I want in my home is wildlife rhythms uncorrupted by anthropogenic noise. Go ruin your own home. The street traffic, lights etc will end badly..I said I filing a criminal case. Continuing this way will ensure it escalates. I saw how this goes. I don’t like being taken advantage of.

It is ending I think..Yay!
I won’t back down an inch or hold back any criticism. I actually liked my postdoc school. These fuckers soured that.
That is the reality of bullshit connections as shallow human or ai as it gets.
And I misunderstood nothing.
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I follow signs a safe distance awayfrom DU, Yasha, Ketcham, Evgenia, Nandita Bajaj, Matt Stoller and off and on even Current Affairs, but that is a more mixed bag..
So nice to get my own damn home back.

I hope the top creeps do hard time much like Elizabeth Holmes. Trying to scam and intimidate and coerce Ol’jfz9580m!
That is stupidity..
These people will not only face consequences. They will be held up as models for stupidity and crassness forever.
Now I must finally go work,

I will keep writing as a second chore. Its aim is to clear a path for Ol’jfz9580m to kick out all worthless earth and brain destroying properties from Ol’jfz9580m’s properties and reinforce good science and governance only etc.