Writing

I shall edit the writing in the earlier posts to make them more legible. And clean up my journal.
Tomorrow I would like to finally start normal life, but with this chore a part of it finally.

I can say that I am finally sure that a lot of stuff was and is real and as I thought at first, totally deregulated, harassing etc. It is unambiguous misconduct, malpractice, previously psychological torture (calumning a sane person’s sanity is experienced as torture; implicitly assailing an honest human’s character is as well; and extensive isolation after confusing info and in a milieu where save for Yasha Levine, Chris Ketcham, Andy Nikiforuk and a few people like that, the communication barrier for someone of my views is clearly hard to overcome when even the sciences and medicine had so many of these fucking assholes I am reporting. I grudgingly support the two labs - I can’t say I like those people. Who could like such assholes? Still, grudging but full support is support. Arguably it is more valuable in some ways than the kind where one may be less clear-sighted due to any actual liking rather than tolerance alone, reasoning “well okay -they are not unprincipled; they are honest and they are good scientists and in context not stupid”. Though why anyone exists in such contexts, insisting that such stupid shit is inevitable etc, beats me. But however cold I feel towards those people as humans for the most part, such as they are, they are about as acceptable as scientists of their ilk. And I hope at some point we can resolve this. So I can file malpractice and misconduct allegations against Google/the school, the city and the state, while leaving out those two labs, the two families I stayed with, the external psychiatrist/shrink, the pd counsellor and first lady from HR I met and the admin as the least daft CS type I have seen.

Here I will file complaints against the state, the city, and all the other entities (especially these street harassers, whatever else it all was).

To start the new phase of getting this trash out of my home and preparing a legitimate way to do this not these sweatshop methods full of Indians I avoid.

The Indian Govt is going to have to fix this. Obviously they knew. The state and this city I have given up on. They cannot be accessories to this. I would only be okay with Tejas Thackeray wrt the wildlife aspect. None of this ai, sensors, biometrics trash.
I am filing criminal misconduct charges.

I am the only scientist on this street and early forced participant in this garbage. I barely accepted the two labs I was in. Though the Indian data scientist in the lab was actually someone I trust. Not some yimby guy with a degree in birds, a street mapping cab driver etc.

I will file the harshest criminal charges I can and get them to stick wrt the sound engineering, all the local malpractice, traffic studies, street mapping, light and sound pollution. I will press stalking and harassment charges.
What did you think? At no point would someone who pushes back and instead goes and shits in front of Google’s cameras solemnly telling themselves “this is clearly inevitable and the future”.
Seriously prostitutes with no class. You should not need a motherfucking primer in why this shit was and is creepy and isn’t “well it is already like that! It is inevitable!”

This is being a follower or this same type will next say..Okay I will be Amish!

The way these parasitic creeps frame things is as if the shittiest creepiest most low rent implementation or nothing as they have no products, services and this is obviously not feasible.

I am not kidding around. And one solitary human brain that isn’t this..”Yes! Looks good! More! “ I really wish Prof Lecun or Prof Steve Chu…these are stupid people and these gate kept narratives that..
Steve Chu would understand. He is actually intelligent. Very uncommon at Stanford..where the dumbest fucking followers, frauds and a collection of insane Calvinists who embrace miserable working conditions for unclear reasons..yeah. 15 years ago there was no reason to be that creepy and sleazy and now here it is not viable.
So the Indian Govt will have to start to clean this up.

I will raise hell saying that with the involvement of some corrupt nris with no pride and no standards and the creepiest and most corrupt or clueless locals an abomination was rolled out in a military veteran’s home (and Indian influencers and our trashy press better get that Ol’jfz9580m is not a person to mess with. I do not suffer fools).
Henrik Mouritsen, Madhav Gadgil, Peter Hore, Tejas Thackeray are people one can trust on the most important aspect - the earth sciences.
Prof Ryan Williams and Prof Yan Lecun are the only profs I have seen in CS who did not immediately make me reach for pepper spray as is my usual reaction to what passes for a computer scientist these days. My onc is fine for the medical part. The best shrink I had was my first shrink in 2009 who prescribed Adderall and I am filing medical malpractice against my last employer over IRB free, informed consent free (to be clear there is no consent and no means no..I tried to humor my mentor then. Today that would just be dishonest feedback

I will push for the most draconian charges for this “boys will be boys” shit. Don’t orchestrate such rot.

I am okay with these posts with some clean up. Abortion ahoy! This was a rape like methodology and obviously not viable however much tragedy of the commons logic, plausible deniability and torturing data to fir bad models is
Its a conflict of interest to attack someone’s private habits and coping strategies for this modern reality with bs about “addiction!”

And whether it is optogenetics, magnetoreception, quantum computing etc, with an original mistake this undemocratic, crass and brainless…no.
It needs to be aborted, taken for malpractice, misconduct, psychological torture and criminal harassment charges filing.
This is my first step toward that.
Now tomorrow I can start working on my paper and start exercising, eating well etc again.
I have organised this some.
This last Friday was the first time in years, after I decided to file a criminal complaint that I finally felt at peace.