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I used to alarm my poor mother. She thought my sleazy former employer would send me to prison for sending them the cartoon version of this (some image I found online of a guy who looked like that Bob Genius guy extending a middle finger)..I fully agree with that today, but then I felt histrionic.
Here is the same exact thing. But that is my finger! And see…those are sanitary pads!
Shows like “Big Mouth”, probably those loathesome Judd Apatow movies and the internet have informed me that long discussions of one’s periods, breast feeding, bowel movements, temple entry for women etc are these high priority issues for women from the left just as contributing to “female entrepreneurs ” with bullshit jobs (they didn’t add that part) is what the nice people on the right (both no doubt agreeing that a straitjacket any which way) recommend at the cost of my daily peace so this worthless trash can grow.

Well this talk of art gave Ol’jfz9580m an idea. I believe that sadsack Jonathan Haidt’s wife makes “menstrual art” as he writes shitty tech commentary.
Only Yasha Levine/Evgenia Kovda and Chris Ketcham write worthwhile commentary on anything..
Sovietski Yah! Nastikoff bah!
Seriously though..that is why they don’t have a slot with the ugly NYT famous for downplaying Hitler and modern scourges. And why Substack can use stuff sleazily (Eminem would comment about the prostitutes at Substack: “Someone mentioned me!”)
The projection of the types of people who do this as a representation of human thought/behavior etc would be self-loathing and cynical. Prof Hennessy (damn him) aside who but such people would work at Google? Or any of it?


I remember thinking about Haidt and that lady..now that is a match made..somewhere..and as an elegant lady I do not say things like metaphorical brothel or whorehouse. Most of our “elite” are not elite.
Even Current Affairs calls these Wynn-Williams types “elite”.
I would argue that ever having been stupid enough to try to pretend that “Facebook will connect the world!” Something I saw immediately as some kind of scam by people who like to waste time online.
Ol’jfz9580m wasted tonnes of time looking at trash online. Ol’jfz9580m never thought it was anything else.
And then one day these parasitic whores show with Amazon pee bottle austerity copping you (open science! Dilligence!) and Facebook/Google/Blackstone bullshit (healthcare!) and take Ol’jfz9580m hostage. And then probably use Ol’jfz9580m as a model of some foul thing called GladOS and blackmailing agents.
There is no blackmail. I am going to the authorities. Well the not corrupted and tainted by this ones..there is no negotiation..and I tried to warn the public finally overtly and that is this and I will press charges. (The art think is mockery of these rancid douchebags)

What disease is this of hardcore insanity about real science coupled with calling any grifter who can figure out how to grift by at least metaphorically blowing these criminals in tech first and then grifting from it with fraudulent whistleblowing and snark after?
Ol’jfz9580m may not be morally bankrupt, but at this rate she will be if not ever bankrupt strained more and more. I have to go work. Fuck this shit..I will serenade Prof Hennessy (huge fan of his instincts! His OnlyFans page has only one fan! Ol’jfz9580m! I don’t think he will sue me for libel. Actually Priya Ramani could help. She was sued by that pervert MJ Akbar. She seemed okay.. But Tejas was not very internetty and my views on internet, connection and communication are best left copiously spewed. Except DU. I support EarlG mostly for being trustworthy without idiotic levels of pointless verification. I am wary of people who seem sociable beyond the sort of Fight Club level but with the internet still gettign the info that is needed to understand and check this so only the creeps who want this have to enable it. It won’t happen here. But since this did happen, a criminal lawsuit I file is the only forward and I don’t kayfabe and I learnt from these things.

Dr.Fauci was elite. Symbolically he is only reason Ol’jfz9580m tolerated this..at all..
My last mentor and his families and a male scientist who for unclear reasons..yeah what is with real scientists who didn’t show these Google etc creeps the door? He wasn’t even that mild. Why do people buy into these computer creeps?

Well I cannot afford that..Rufous treepie (12:28 pm ist. I should record these on BirdNet, the only software I trust completely) aside from ImageJ which is NIH.

But Dr.Fauci is excessively civilized. Ol’jfz9580m is not civilized. I tried being civilized around barbarians and there is no point. What is the point in more talk except to send a clear, unadulterated, non kayfabe message to these bullies, perverts, parasites and their dupes I cannot do anything about.
Jesus Christ was crucified because he was too nice. I am not nice and I see no point in going to prison, getting groped, crucified etc.
Who does that serve? What message does it send?
I am not the DU version of whatever a Blippi is.
You want spectacles..fine? But they have to serve me and not wrt futuristic reputation management to ♾️ because you much like your shit ai have no idea what anything is..
Yan Lecun is the sole ai scientist I trust:
Sovietski Yah..Nastikoff Bah
I read that in book!
This isn’t a pile of sad internet mene fodder because a reason I like Carr and one of the main reasons for this criminal complaint and I shall viciously post them all..is I really love reading. It is my one solace and I could not enjoy even that. This isn’t prison reform or healthcare.

It is taking your employees, patients, students and postdocs hostage because you cut deals and blew some Google and Facebook creeps and parasites as admins. Not the few people I know whom I support..who..I am not Calvinistic enough for this.
I already factored in how expensive we are as a species at every point. Degrowth of junk and lies and worthless shit is my goal. This is a metaphoric cancer that has killed one human with literal cancer and I don’t want to be casualty further without muscular pushback.
Taking Ol’jfz9580m yes a cis-female who isn’t a hacker and ignores computers bare utility to Ol’jfz9580m, not the community of creep rights fans..Ol’jfz9580m is a mawaali! A hooligan! Not a camgirl with a sad podcast..lol..
I like Evgenia..she would make short work of a creep..I respect that..priya ramani too.. But I like a space between the inside and out with the least number of additional stupid people than this crowd I am metaphorically barricading in..

Anyway this is a vague comment on Jonathan Haidt:



I have to go work and I will ignore this and work and health will help me pushback viciously and file a criminal lawsuit..
When I think of the years I spent ignoring my instincts because I would seem “crazy”, “a loose cannon”, “a vapid distraction”.
As this trash lays waste to everything..
Today it is hard to look at most of the net and continue to whinge about democritization.
Democracy doesn’t mean “Stupidity Rights!”
And don’t invert that ever again with me because you fart around in California with a sad degree or not in Quantum mysticism, Mandarin and Interpretive dance..which I saw an execrable and distasteful example of
I have an imagination not the loose associations of schizophrenia.