Astrology, Spirituality & Alternative Healing

I swear, it's just the silliest thing...I only smoke at night, I only drink then too, and i watch movies that I don;t even remember watching...WTF?
not like I am drinking to get hammered either, just 'altered' a little bit... it's the weirdest thing.
A friend said I tend to drop my space then and that it makes it easier for 'walk-ins' to come and play in my body, like the invasion of the body snatchers!
not a fun thing to think about, but still...worth noting.
I got the dog so I'd have a reason to get up in the morning and go walking, and she is also filling the 'love-gap' so maybe in a while i will be able to use her as a tool for social stuff too... like training classes, or dog park and such...

such an uphill walk, isn't it?