Sexual Assault Survivors Support

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I have no wish to “work with” Tata for a loan of junk tech to isolate botnets. It is okay. People make mistakes and I am never a jerk or a bully let alone easily traumatized.
But it didn’t work and it should be shut down now without destroying my remaining resources or that of people actually in my small, resource depleted and strained network of my ex, my best friend from grad school, more distantly my main mentor and my oncologist and my last mentor’s wife (he should not be offended-I still care enough to pick his wife as the person to connect human science with instead of being an asshole. But that psychiatric hospital really angered me. Those people are idiots). And even more distantly my PhD mentor who is cool but way back in time.

I am not a protester. I will go to the working parts of the Indian and American states and file complaints about the whole.
This should be aborted immediately.

Anything useful should only go where simple overt symbiosis without add ons.

I said “No” the minute I saw this. I don’t want any of this. I don’t think at Max Planck this would fly. And they are not nazis or good Germans.
They have some damn standards
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This is an embarassment to the US, India and China, Russia and the Middle East are not democracies.
I get it and I am not doing this.

I get nothing out of it and the security risk is dithering about trying to understand drivel.
These are largely not very nice people and it is a strain on all the nicer people and the more honest, less bullying and less autocratic people/
And it is a scam. To dick over your colleagues who rely on federally funded civilian science because you can count on Chan Zuckerberg, Clare Wu.
I have no objection to honest military work and that cannot drag civilians.
Do I see cut out for a photoop?

No. What I am any good for is not allowed. Which is I am reliable if you want a stable job and are basically honest.
We all have flaws.
I am in this because of outdated narcotics laws

Revisionism is a waste of time. Scale offences and context correctly with actual pragmatism.
To the extent that I have colleagues in this it is these people: EarlG/elad/EarlG curated DU, Yasha Levine, Chris Ketcham, Ed Zitron, Nathan Robinson and team (minus Yasmin Nair. I have a strict -same thing women use to know when you cannot date someone and why this was never viable) etc.
This has to be aborted immediately.
I have to finish a paper and after that I will contact my mentor.
I cannot just go to him with bullshit.

He is cool the real way. But he is not someone you can just take a bunch of garbage to. He doesn’t work at Harvard. He is an actual, real scientist not someone who roleplays that.

Worst case I lose access to medical marijuana. Big deal. But this cannot go on.
It is just insulting all around.
I can read minds. Just not insane ones.

And no Trump. He is crazy. I will file complaints later after you have all figured out why you are as crazy as you. It is truly not my problem.
Get Prof Lecun or Bender or Ryan Williams or Prof Wigderson or Dr Clayton Dalton or someone to help. Anyone.
Don’t annoy me anymore. I cooperate with my labs without enthusiam but this endless stream of daft people no.
Yasha Levine or Current Affairs or Chauncey DeVega or Briahna Joy Gray or Prof Omar Suleiman or Pastor Jeffrey Dale of Broadview Church or Bishop Marian Budde or Lucien Greaves or Warren Hern can decode this to the merely intensely stupid without actual malice.
Or really anyone but me.
It won’t be a punchline but it is a huge waste of life and that’s the kind of thing pills say and I didn’t want to say the type of thing that fairly repellant people say.
Otoh its all billionaire moron or scammer run snd I took it personally and you shouldn’t.
But I am aborting this coat hanger style and taking it to authorities who don’t exist and people who don’t know but of the Lina Khan type.
Not one person who makes sense is a fool or a scammer.


These people are mean spirited and that shows up in their algorithms and my data is radioactive so that given tbat I am not an asshole nor gullibleZ
I learnt a bunch of stuff but it wss painfuk and if i had a do over, I would major in physics in college and enter the biophysical sciences that way not via engineering and then I would not have been defrauded by EECS.
2:18 pm: another harassing creep here in india a counter example to something online is stalkerishly do harassing things on my street and stress me so I don’t get any health benefits from running outside.
This is why this whole thing was a terrible idea.

Marijuana will get legalized without my allowing rubber stamps from China or Blackstone affiliates. If the legal part is confusing, the human part is not.
Quit trying to best me. Idiots.